so this weekend was long and interesting. Friday after school i went over to glynnis' with all thoes girls, but then i realized i think its probably just too weird try to hang out with them all again. like i mean they are nice enough, i dont have anything aganist any of them. but i left from there pretty fast and went to novato and saw lauren, ( Read more... )

hm...so i guess there is kinda a lot of stuff i could say right now...but i dunno here goes...so after school on friday i picked up lauren and anton from lauren's dentist appt. anton was already trippin out and no one was at his house, so we just went to his house. we had a few hours to kill and a bottle. now usually i dont drink but i had like 2 ( Read more... )

so we had a three day weekend and i stayed home from school today because i didnt feel well. and it sucks that everyone eles gets this week off but i have to go. oh well cuz now its only 3 days of school extra. last night i just went to sleep at 8:30 when i started studing for brit lit. i was still in my clothes and everything. and i woke up this ( Read more... )

So i think i'm just on the verge of a mental and physical breakdown. i'm tired, i sleep through clas then i come home and take a 3 hour nap. I just dont feel happy and i cant really explain why. i mean its a combination of things. school is far more stressful than its ever been before. and i'm dreading finals. i've never had to worry to hard about ( Read more... )

so new years was eve and stuff was fun, i was home until like 5 cuz my parents had this party and i had to be home to help them and stuff. so then lauren called and assked if i wanted to come over to sarah's house and hang out with them, so then i ended up just meeting them at cheveys cuz they were with anne. it was weird seeing her again, like ( Read more... )

hm well right now i should be studing for my chem and spanish tests tomorrow, but i'm really not in the mood, later i will do it! i cant fail another test lol. hmm well today school was alright. then after school i got my nails done all nice cuz i've been biting them a lot and i'm sick of that. then glynnis and steffan came down to visit me. its ( Read more... )

hmm so i havent updated in forever so i guess i will now that i'm just sitting here bored. hmm the last couple of weeks have gone by so fast, but thats good i guess. i'm knida sick of school and i'm looking forward to getting 2 weeks off from school. school is kinda harder thisn year and i think its cuz smoking so i guess i'll take a break from ( Read more... )

si i had a pretty eventful weekend. lots of time spent babysitting. um so thursday my mom has a ceramics class, but i was supposed to be grounded, but i went and hung out with lauren for like 2 hours. we went and visited sierra at work and her boss didnt like us and lauren got me a rockstar, and she got a bottle. and then my mom called and said she ( Read more... )

so i was home pretty early tonight cuz i went to Rohnert Park with lauren and her friend ryan. and like before i left i told ryan that i would give him a ride home at like 11. cuz i wanted to smoke while we were up there and like i didnt wanna go up there and come right back. so like i warned him ahead of time. but then like at 8 he is like i need ( Read more... )

hm...so i had a really weird dream last night, well i guess it was mostly funny, but just kinda random. so i guess i'll explain it. it started with glynnis and me in my bed, but the guy i like was also there. and um well i started to hook up with him or whatever and glynnis was just sitting there. and then the guy takes off his pants and he has ( Read more... )