title: Infatuated Hearts
length: chaptered 10/10+epilogue.
rating: overall R; this chapter nc17.
warning: SMUT! SMUT! love. yes.
pairing: [main] Jaemin.
summary: Changmin's parents are on another business trip. He has to go live with his nanny who takes care of an orphanage. What happens when Changmin has to live with his rejected love and his boyfriend & 3 other guys, one who is desperately after him.
a/n: SUPER LONG CHAPTER; half of it is smut. xD
previous chapters:
one //
two //
three //
four //
five //
six //
sevenA //
sevenB //
eight //
nine.
Overall Theme Song. Goes with the whole "Infatuated" theme. ^_^
If You're Not The One by Daniel Beddingfield.
Bzzt. Bzzt. Bzzt. Yunho’s phone just wouldn’t stop alerting him.
“Nanny’s home now though. After dinner?”
“Won’t she still be up though?”
“I don’t care, I need you.”
“Hehe. Stop teasing! Ohh Yunnie babe.”
“Okay okay. Midnight. It’ll be safe then.”
“Can’t wait. :] um, I love you.”
“I love you too. I’ll be waiting ♥”
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Jaejoong made Nanny’s favorite meal. Junsu and Yoochun even went out earlier to buy Nanny a secret ‘Welcome Home’ cake. Everyone ate together. It was such a homey feeling, you could feel the warmth in everyone’s laughter.
Everyone urged Nanny to rest and she didn’t need to worry about dishes tonight. It was almost tradition, Changmin helped Jaejoong clean up the kitchen while the other three watched tv, or watched each other.
Nanny retreated back to her room with a full stomach. She was happy that everyone was getting along and welcoming her grandson warmly. She got ready for bed and sat comfortably watching her American soap opera.
Knock, knock.
“Nanny?” A young man’s concerned voice stood at the door.
“Mm, yes. Come in dear.” She shouted.
“Nanny,” Jaejoong whispered sitting on the old lady’s bed, “I have something to ask you.” He looked down not wanting to look directly into her eyes.
“What’s wrong dear? Why the sad face?” She turned her attention from the tv to the troubled boy.
“I, just want to thank you for everything you’ve done for me.” He said.
“It’s no problem Joongie.” she smiled warmly, “You’re the longest person that’s stayed here with me so far. And I really appreciate you taking care of me everyday.” She held Jaejoong’s hand firmly letting him know she meant every word she said.
Jaejoong managed to break into a short smile before it dwindled back into a frown.
“Nanny…I-I came to ask I-if I could b-be with Ch-Changmin?” He stuttered.
“What do you mean? Don’t you got yourself a girlfriend?” Nanny blurted out.
Jaejoong shook his head, “I never had a girlfriend. I would just use them for sex.” He saw his Nanny’s expression change. “BUT! I was always safe! And I don’t do it anymore! I promise!” he blurted out.
“Nanny, I think I really do love Changmin. I don’t know why. But I feel that I need to be by him all the time. And when I spend time with him, I never want it to end.” Jaejoong let go of Nanny’s hand and stood at her bedside. He lowered himself onto his knees.
“I know you have a problem with people like me,” He started eyes watering, “But I’ll do anything for Changmin. Even if it means moving out of the house. I’m ready.” Jaejoong deeply bowed to Nanny showing all his respect and love for both of them, Nanny and Changmin.
He let tears fall hoping Nanny won’t see.
“Jaejoong, get up.” She said, not changing her tone at all.
“Yes.” He shot up, hands folded in front of him, looking down.
“Come here.” She grabbed Jaejoong into her arms and gave him a warm hug. “I might’ve had bad experiences with homosexuals but you’re a good kid, you know?” Jaejoong let all his tears fall
She pulled him back and pushed the bangs falling into his eyes aside.
“Do you really love my Changmin?” She looked straight into his eyes. Jaejoong wiped his tears and nodded.
“Look at me.” Nanny pushed Jaejoong’s chin up.
“Yes, I do. It’s so confusing but I really do.” Jaejoong sniffled, “I would never hurt him. I felt I needed your approval.” His Nanny nodded.
“And does my Changmin love you too?” Nanny wondered.
“Yes, yes I think he does.” Jaejoong couldn’t help but smile sheepishly at their shared kiss.
“I’m glad you came to me, Joongie.” she said.
“I had to. You’re like my second mommy.” Jaejoong gave her a bright smile as he dried up his tears.
“Okay. But if I ever find out that you hurt him, you’re out of here! GOT IT!?” she strengthened her voice before breaking out into a smile.
“I guess I’ll be living here my whole life then.” Jaejoong joked with her.
“Love each other okay?” nanny gave him another hug.
“I will. We will. I do.” Jaejoong said.
“Okay, go to him.” She let go of Jaejoong.
“Thank you. I love you nanny!” He shouted as he ran to his room. His heart was pounding with excitement.
“NO BED SHARING!” She shouted after him. Whether he heard or not, she’ll never know.
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He ran straight to his room finding a waiting Changmin on his bed.
“How’d it go?” Changmin looked at him nervously.
“She said we can never be together and I have to move out.” Jaejoong teased holding a straight face.
“WHAT!?” Changmin looked as if he was about to cry.
“Yeah. The only way is if I sleep with you.” Jaejoong said.
“Huh?” Changmin looked at Jaejoong. Jaejoong couldn’t hold his laughter in any longer.
“Hahaha. I really love you.” Jaejoong said jumping on his bed giving Changmin a peck on his lips.
“You what hyung?” Changmin pulled back.
“Nothing.” Jaejoong said. Reaching over to his diary and a pen.
August 01 - It’s official. Nanny said yes. ^_^ Say hi to Changmin. :]
I ♥ SC :D
Hii Joongie’s journal! It’s Changmin. :] & I ♥KJ. =X
He closed the book and placed it back into its “secret” spot. Changmin watched Jaejoong closely. Just as Jaejoong turned his head back to face Changmin, their lips collided instead. Their eyes were wide open staring into each other. They giggled before enjoying themselves.
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“Junsu. You wanna go out?” Yoochun mumbled into his phone.
“Hmm, why?” Junsu wondered.
“Yunho hyung said no bed sharing and I really want to be with you.” Yoochun blushed.
“Where would we go?” Junsu smiled trying to hide his excitement.
Silence filled their phone conversation until Yoochun blurted out, “I KNOW! I’ll pick you up in 10 seconds.” He hung up the phone before Junsu could protest.
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“Yunho hyung. Could I borrow your car?” Yoochun visited.
“Why? You don’t even drive yet.” Yunho drew a curious face.
“I know. I’m not driving. Can we just sleep in your car tonight? You said no bed sharing!” Yoochun pouted.
Yunho pondered on this for a moment. I guess it would be okay, he thought, anything to keep them from spying on me and Heechul tonight. Yunho smirked.
“Fine. Don’t even think about having sex in there.” Yunho warned.
“But…we’re innocent hyung. ‘member?” He referred to their dinner night where Junsu proclaimed them virgins.
“Sure. I’m serious though. If I catch you guys. I’m telling Nanny.” Yunho pointed fingers.
“Thanks!” Yoochun ran away to Junsu’s door fixing himself and hiding the keys.
In exactly ten seconds, the door swung open, “YOOCHUN YOU’RE LA…here.” Junsu shouted.
“Hi babe. Let’s go.” Yoochun grabbed Junsu’s wrist and brought him to Yunho’s car.
He rolled down the windows to give them air. They hopped into the back seat. Yoochun laid down with Junsu half on top of him.
Yoochun opened the sun roof exposing the sky filled with stars.
“You’re the best.” Junsu mumbled into Yoochun’s chest.
“I know.” he smirked and kissed Junsu’s forehead.
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Changmin’s fingers mingled with Jaejoong’s hair as their hearts danced as one. Jaejoong lapped at the slit of Changmin’s length.
“Hyung! Stop teasing!” Changmin laughed. Jaejoong loved Changmin all happy like this and he was glad he was the one who caused it all. Jaejoong laughed a little before stuffing his face with Changmin’s full length causing the younger one to gasp in shock.
He let out a lusty giggle followed by a deep moan. Jaejoong tried to fit as much as he could in his mouth letting his lips feel the veins running from the base to the soft sensitive tip. He lightly brushed his teeth against Changmin’s shaft.
“Mmm. Hyung.” Changmin moaned.
Jaejoong hollowed his cheeks and sucked noisily.
Only mutters of incoherency fell from Changmin’s lips. Jaejoong stopped his lip service before Changmin went over the edge.
“Huh?” Changmin looked down facing the cool air brushing his exposed self.
“I didn’t want you to…you know…” Jaejoong explained. Changmin blushed, “Ohh.”
“You okay with me…?” Jaejoong motioned the lube and his fingers.
“Umm…I think.” Changmin smiled shyly.
“Or you want to try?” Jaejoong laughed at the uncertainty in the younger one’s voice.
“OHH! I want to try!” Changmin shouted like a little kid.
“Okay. Be careful, it’s my first time too.” Jaejoong laid himself down and passed Changmin the lube.
Changmin lubed his fingers and massaged Jaejoong’s entrance before sliding in a finger.
“Oh God.” Jaejoong whispered. Changmin stayed there for a while. He slowly pushed all the way in and moved his finger.
“Am I doing it righ--”
“HELL YEAH!” Jaejoong moaned. Changmin continued his motions and kissed Jaejoong’s hurt away. When he felt it was comfortable, he added another and another.
Slowly prepping the older man, Changmin kissed his way down to Jaejoong’s length. He took Jaejoong’s shaft in his mouth for a short while.
“Changmin, I think I’m ready.” Changmin nodded and lubed his shaft. He gasped then laughed at how cold the lube was on his heated length.
Jaejoong looked down to see why he was laughing. His laugh was so contagious he started giggling himself.
“Let me help you.” Jaejoong said. He put some lube on his hand and lubed Changmin’s cock. Changmin allowed Jaejoong’s hand to wander over him.
“Hyung. I don’t think I can do this.” Changmin said.
“Are you sure babe?” Jaejoong made sure it was really Changmin’s decision.
“Yeah. I want you to fuck me.” Changmin giggled.
“Get ready then.” Jaejoong said. Changmin rushed over to lay down on Jaejoong’s bed and spread his legs.
“Hurry up!” Changmin lightly punched Jaejoong’s thigh. They both laughed.
Jaejoong prepped his boyfriend and himself giving Changmin sweet kisses over his body. He placed himself at Changmin’s entrance and slowly pushed in.
“Ahhhh. More. More. More.” Changmin chanted until Jaejoong’s full length was inside. Jaejoong was burning inside searching for friction but he knew he had to wait.
Jaejoong felt Changmin loosen up giving him room to move. He held himself above Changmin and fucked him slowly. They never tore their eyes off of each other.
“Faster.” Changmin whispered with a hoarse voice. Jaejoong listened and picked up the speed. He slowly worked from a slow pace into a deep love making rhythm. Changmin pushed himself down meeting Jaejoong’s downward thrusts.
“God.” Changmin moaned. He bit his lip. He was shy about making noises.
Jaejoong’s heavy breathing was the only audible thing in the room besides the soft slapping of skins meeting.
“I want to hear you.” Jaejoong whispered into Changmin’s ear causing him to gasp.
“Ngh ngh ngh.” Changmin’s sounds matched the rhythm of Jaejoong’s breathing.
They heard a door close and Jaejoong stopped immediately. They both looked at the door eyes open and heart beating. Being curious, Jaejoong pulled out and looked out his door.
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“Heechul.” Yunho mumbled opening the door.
“Fuck.” Heechul responded and took Yunho’s mouth into his own.
“It’s nice to see you too.” Yunho shot back.
“I missed you.” Heechul said between kisses. They stumbled back to Yunho’s room already half undressed.
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Jaejoong smiled. Changmin slowly crept up to Jaejoong and punched him on the arm.
“You stopped fucking me to watch Yunho and Heechul make out!?!?!” Changmin shouted.
“I did NOT!” Jaejoong flirted. Changmin stood naked, one hand on his hip giving him a ‘whatever’ look.
“You’re so dead!” Changmin grinned. He was just too horny to care. He pushed Jaejoong against the wall and gave him a full open mouth kiss. He moved down to the nape of Jaejoong’s neck and left a nice mark on Jaejoong’s left chest.
He worked his way down kneeling in front of his hyung, breathing on Jaejoong’s length. He licked from the base to the tip. He traced an exposed vein with his tongue. He bobbed his head tasting every bit of Jaejoong he could.
Jaejoong ran his fingers through Changmin’s hair guiding him. He loved the sight of his own cock disappearing into a cute little mouth. He couldn’t help but slowly buck his hips into Changmin’s mouth.
“Oh God.” Jaejoong mumbled.
“You sure you’ve never done this before? Fuck.” Jaejoong moaned, “I’m close. Faster.” But Changmin did nothing like that. Instead he stopped completely and stood back up.
“What the hell. Why!?” Jaejoong said frustrated, “I was so close too!”
“Exactly. That wouldn’t be fun.” Changmin teased and laid back down on Jaejoong’s bed.
“Fuck you.” Jaejoong laughed.
“Hurry up then.” Changmin responded.
Jaejoong ran to Changmin giving him kisses full of love.
Changmin turned and flipped positions as he was now on top.
“You take too long.” He smiled. He sat on Jaejoong’s hips and rubbed their cocks together. Changmin spread lube on their cocks. He giggled again at it’s cold feeling.
“You need to stop laughing. It’s going to be hard to fuck you like that.” Jaejoong teased.
“Too bad.” They both ended up laughing together. Jaejoong secretly admitted that it did feel better when Changmin was rubbing his cock against his, laughing. Who knew?
Changmin guided Jaejoong’s length into himself. Jaejoong waited for Changmin to get used to the feeling.
He slowly pulled out and back in trying not to hurt the boy.
“I’m ready.” Changmin fell forward and whispered into Jaejoong’s ear giving him goose bumps all over his body.
Jaejoong thrust into Changmin all the way in before pulling out and pushing back in again. They set a slow love making rhythm. Changmin hungered for the friction he was receiving from rubbing against Jaejoong’s stomach.
“Shit. You weren’t this slow last time.” Changmin whispered into Jaejoong’s ear.
Jaejoong, a little offended, thrust hard into Changmin.
“NGH! What the hell.” Changmin gapped.
“You wanted it harder?” Jaejoong teased.
Changmin bit Jaejoong’s ear.
“Mmm…” Jaejoong moaned. Thrusting into Changmin now setting a quick rhythm.
Jaejoong angled his thrust until he found what he was looking for.
“AHHHH!!!! FUCK! RIGHT FUCKEN THERE!” Changmin shouted.
“Umph umph.” Jaejoong chanted. His thrusts were harder and faster.
He aimed at the same spot every time he entered Changmin.
The room filled with soft pants and moans. A slight slapping of skin can be heard with every other thrust.
“You’re so tight.” Jaejoong attempted to say but sounded slightly desperate.
“Mmmm. Ngh umph.” Changmin replied. Jaejoong smiled to himself.
He suddenly swapped places with Changmin not pulling out. Jaejoong on top.
“Whoa. What the.” Changmin muttered a bit lost at how this all happened but he was enjoying it.
Jaejoong got back on track and fucked Changmin at a fast pace.
“Fuck fuck fuck.” They both chanted into the silent air. Jaejoong’s thrust became erratic and lost all sense of rhythm.
“Faster faster. Hyung! Fuck me.” Changmin taunted. Jaejoong almost came on the spot hearing those words. He thrust harder as Changmin scratched at his back.
A sheer layer of sweat coated their bodies.
“Jaejoong!”
“Changmin!” They both yelled at the same time, “Oh Fuck!”
Jaejoong shot his sticky seeds into Changmin. For every wave of pleasure, he couldn’t help but buck his hips hard into Changmin’s damaged prostate.
Changmin came hard onto their stomachs at the same time. This was a surreal feeling none of them felt before. Their bodies were flushed with ecstasy and showed especially on Changmin’s face when Jaejoong looked into the eyes of his lover.
“Chang-Changmin. Are. You. Okay?” Jaejoong tried to regain his breathing.
Changmin opened his eyes short of breathe.
“Yah. I think I blacked out.” Changmin mumbled looking at his come over his body. Jaejoong laughed.
“That was amazing.” Changmin said.
Jaejoong slowly pulled out. He licked the come clean off of Changmin’s body and collapsed next to his love.
“Changmin?” Jaejoong panted.
“Yes?”
“I…love you.” He blurted out.
“What?”
“I love you.”
“Say it again.”
“I love you.” Jaejoong hit Changmin on his arm.
“What? It sounds nice when you say it.” Changmin giggled rubbing his arm.
“But I really do.” Jaejoong said.
“I know I know. Who doesn’t?” Changmin teased before capturing Jaejoong’s lips.
“I love you too.”
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Ahh 99% done; please stay tuned for the epilogue.
it will be out REAL soon. :P
just letting you guys know, i'll be on a short hiatus this week because school is starting. But don't be surprised to get a oneshot to relieve my 'stress' lol.