Infatuated Hearts ch.6
title: Infatuated Hearts.
length: chaptered 6/?
rating: overall R; this chapter pg-13.
pairing: [main] jaemin.
summary: Changmin's parents are on another business trip. He has to go live with his nanny who takes care of an orphanage. What happens when Changmin has to live with his rejected love and his boyfriend & 3 other guys, one who is desperately after him.
previous chapters: one // two // three // four // five.
He pushed himself back into the warm body. ‘BODY!? Wait, what the fuck!?’ Changmin opened his eyes and carefully looked back.
“J-Jae?” He whispered. ‘What was he doing in my ro-’ Changmin looked around. This was definitely not his room. He froze when he heard the older one stir in his sleep. Jaejoong wrapped his arm around Changmin’s waist and pulled him closer.
‘What to do. What to do.’ He panicked. ‘Wake him up. Ignore. Walk back. But how?’ He let out a stressful, “Aish.” Suddenly everything came flooding back. He touch his lips in disbelief. ‘Did I really? I couldn’t have. I don’t even know how.’ He took a peek beneath the covers.
‘OH MY GOD HOLY HELL WHAT THE FUCK.’ mouthing the words he would‘ve screamed. He stared at his naked body only to find his penis staring right back at him. He covered himself back up. And then memories of the past phone call claimed his thoughts. ‘Did I just…How could I have slept…, when I just….Oh god, I’m going to hell’. He hit his head softly on the pillow in distress causing the other to wake up.
“Mm. Stay still.” Jaejoong voiced sleepily.
“Jae hyung!?” Changmin attempted to wake him up.
“Hmm? Ahh. WHAT!?” Jaejoong realized he was not alone. He sat up quickly. Watching the covers fall off his upper body, he sulked back down into the sheets to hide his nudity.
“Uhh, Min-ah? I-I’m sorry.” Jaejoong apologized still a little confused.
“It’s okay, it wasn’t… entirely you…”Changmin reasoned scratching the back of his head.
“Um, Let’s just…pretend none of this happened.” Jaejoong forced a smile but instead looked a little painful. He slowly gained all his memories back.
“Aish.” Jaejoong sighed.
“Hyung?” Changmin spoke up. “Can you, um…close your eyes?” Changmin gestured his nude body and then to his room.
“Oh, oh okay.” Jaejoong covered his eyes with his hands. Changmin hastily grabbed his sprawled out clothes and headed back to his room when they heard a door slam. Jae looked at the door and then at Min forgetting about their situation. He immediately turned red and covered his eyes as Min desperately rushed to put on his boxers. Changmin ran to the door to see what was happening.
Yoochun and Junsu were both in boxers peaking out of their room too. He chuckled to himself. Once Jae was nearly half dressed he joined Changmin at the door.
“It’s ALWAYS YOU!” Heechul yelled. “YOU YOU YOU! YOU ALWAYS FCKN TOP! WHY!” Letting the whole house know. Yunho looked embarrassed.
“WHY WON’T YOU EVER LET ME TOP! JUST ONCE!” Heechul screamed.
“CAN YOU BE QUIET!” Yunho tried to hush his love, “You’re going to wake every--”
“I DON’T CARE!” He rebelled.
“Plus. You never call anymore. Only when you want…IT” Heechul slowly calming down dressing himself.
“What do you mean, babe?”
“Don’t ‘babe’ me!” Heechul looked around the house and saw everyone watching them.
“WHAT!!!!!!” He screamed throwing his arms in the air. Junsu and Jaejoong’s door both closed, hiding from an outraged boyfriend.
“Heechul sshi, please calm down. I didn’t mean--” Yunho reasoned once everyone was back in their room.
“No, Yunnie. Yes, you do give the best sex I’ve ever had but until you get your feelings straightened out between me or that Jaejoong guy, don’t call me. Okay? When you’re ready, I’ll be here. Okay?” Heechul said giving his love one last kiss before he walked out the orphanage.
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Changmin always showered first. He let the hot water run over his head and down his body. He felt tears well up in his eyes. Omma, Appa, I’m sorry. He hung his head. It was hard to distinguish the tears from the water. He fist the tile in the shower.
“Fuck.”
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Jaejoong clapped his hands loudly during breakfast, “Come on guys. Why don’t we go shopping or to the amusement park or something.” Everyone looked at him in shock. Ever since that night, Changmin’s been in his room with the ipod practically glued to his ear and Yunho’s been out exercising way too much for his own good. The house needed some cheering up to do.
“Let’s go. I don’t know where. But we’re going out today.” Yoochun and Junsu were the only members that were completely and utterly thrilled. They packed their stuff and took off.
They all decided to go to the amusement park. As soon as they got there, they agreed to come back to the car around 3pm that afternoon to avoid traffic. Yoochun and Junsu ran like little kids at a toy store which left Yunho, Jaejoong and Changmin on their own.
“Food.” Changmin said.
“What!? You just ate!” Yunho scolded.
“So? I’m still hungry. You ate most of mine anyway.”
“Did not!”
“Cut it out,” Jaejoong interrupted, “Just let him buy some food.”
“So, did you confess yet?” Yunho calmly questioned, sitting at the table.
“SHHHHHHH!!!!!” Jaejoong attempted to cover his friend’s mouth but the table seemed to big.
“What? He’s not going to hear.” Yunho gestured towards ordering his food. Jaejoong sighed.
“No…but…” Yunho cocked an eyebrow. “We kind of slept together.”
“You did WHAT!?” Yunho shouted enough for people close enough to give them suspicious looks. Thankfully Changmin was still paying and food was the only thing on his mind.
“Can you say it any louder? Jeez.”
“Sorry. So, he feels the same?” Yunho inquired.
“Ye…Nn...Well, I’m not sure. I just intended to comfort him but one thing led to another and…”
“Spare the details.” Yunho cut him off. He didn’t want to think about that. It would’ve only reminded him about the nights he’s spent with Heechul. He sighed.
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A young girl from the ground shouted, “MOMMY! Look!” She pointed up to the Ferris wheel cart going higher and higher carrying two very much in love boys lip locking passionately. The mother dragged the little girl away in embarrassment.
Yunho, Jaejoong, and Changmin looked up sharing the same shocked expression. When the cart made its way down to the bottom Jaejoong and Yunho both started yelling while Changmin just stood back and laughed.
“WHAT do you think you’re doing!?” Jaejoong scolded first.
“You don’t do that in PUBLIC!” Yunho followed.
“Kissing, hyung.” Junsu said it so innocently. He and Yoochun giggled and joined hands. This cut their amusement park time short. A happy couple, two overprotective hyungs and a laughing baby. They headed back home.
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“AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!” They heard a scream as soon as everyone retreated to their own room.
“..Wh-what is it hyung?” Changmin peeped through his door connecting Jaejoong’s. He wasn’t sure if he should be scared or worried. Maybe both. By this time, everyone else came rushing through the door.
“M-M-My b-box!!!! I-it it’s g-g-gone!” Jaejoong trembled looking at where his jewelry box once was. Everyone looked at each other in confusion. Yunho was the only person that knew Jaejoong had spent a fortune building his jewelry collection of rings, necklaces and earrings. Everything he bought, he treated it like his own babies, even the box itself. It was passed down to him from his mom before she passed.
Jaejoong ordered everyone out.
“I guess it’s instant ramen tonight, guys.” Junsu mentioned. Nodding their heads in agreement they all left the room.
“Jaejoong hyung. If you need anything I’ll be here, okay?” It was the least Changmin could do. After all Jaejoong was the only one that knew about his predicament right now.
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He jumped on his bed finally getting a chance to breathe. Jaejoong was right, the amusement park was a great idea. He felt better. Someone else was happy as well. He looked down and there was a small tenting problem going out. It was like a switch where all these dirty thoughts came rushing back to him. Some included the half naked Yunho but now majority of his thoughts fell with Jaejoong that night. He smiled to himself.
Fingers curled in his shorts, he looked over and saw something kicked under his desk he knew wasn’t there before. He kept his pants on and took a look. It was a small brown suede journal. Changmin opened it and his eyes grew wide.
July 27 - I don’t know what to do anymore. Why him of all people. How could I even think about other guys. I keep telling myself that it’s girls. Girls are the one for me. But when I look at his flawless body. There’s just something more than attraction. What is this!? Mom, please forgive me. I’ve tried to get over this, hoping time will cure everything. But with time, my heart could only grow for him.
I ♥ S.C.
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length: chaptered 6/?
rating: overall R; this chapter pg-13.
pairing: [main] jaemin.
summary: Changmin's parents are on another business trip. He has to go live with his nanny who takes care of an orphanage. What happens when Changmin has to live with his rejected love and his boyfriend & 3 other guys, one who is desperately after him.
previous chapters: one // two // three // four // five.
He pushed himself back into the warm body. ‘BODY!? Wait, what the fuck!?’ Changmin opened his eyes and carefully looked back.
“J-Jae?” He whispered. ‘What was he doing in my ro-’ Changmin looked around. This was definitely not his room. He froze when he heard the older one stir in his sleep. Jaejoong wrapped his arm around Changmin’s waist and pulled him closer.
‘What to do. What to do.’ He panicked. ‘Wake him up. Ignore. Walk back. But how?’ He let out a stressful, “Aish.” Suddenly everything came flooding back. He touch his lips in disbelief. ‘Did I really? I couldn’t have. I don’t even know how.’ He took a peek beneath the covers.
‘OH MY GOD HOLY HELL WHAT THE FUCK.’ mouthing the words he would‘ve screamed. He stared at his naked body only to find his penis staring right back at him. He covered himself back up. And then memories of the past phone call claimed his thoughts. ‘Did I just…How could I have slept…, when I just….Oh god, I’m going to hell’. He hit his head softly on the pillow in distress causing the other to wake up.
“Mm. Stay still.” Jaejoong voiced sleepily.
“Jae hyung!?” Changmin attempted to wake him up.
“Hmm? Ahh. WHAT!?” Jaejoong realized he was not alone. He sat up quickly. Watching the covers fall off his upper body, he sulked back down into the sheets to hide his nudity.
“Uhh, Min-ah? I-I’m sorry.” Jaejoong apologized still a little confused.
“It’s okay, it wasn’t… entirely you…”Changmin reasoned scratching the back of his head.
“Um, Let’s just…pretend none of this happened.” Jaejoong forced a smile but instead looked a little painful. He slowly gained all his memories back.
“Aish.” Jaejoong sighed.
“Hyung?” Changmin spoke up. “Can you, um…close your eyes?” Changmin gestured his nude body and then to his room.
“Oh, oh okay.” Jaejoong covered his eyes with his hands. Changmin hastily grabbed his sprawled out clothes and headed back to his room when they heard a door slam. Jae looked at the door and then at Min forgetting about their situation. He immediately turned red and covered his eyes as Min desperately rushed to put on his boxers. Changmin ran to the door to see what was happening.
Yoochun and Junsu were both in boxers peaking out of their room too. He chuckled to himself. Once Jae was nearly half dressed he joined Changmin at the door.
“It’s ALWAYS YOU!” Heechul yelled. “YOU YOU YOU! YOU ALWAYS FCKN TOP! WHY!” Letting the whole house know. Yunho looked embarrassed.
“WHY WON’T YOU EVER LET ME TOP! JUST ONCE!” Heechul screamed.
“CAN YOU BE QUIET!” Yunho tried to hush his love, “You’re going to wake every--”
“I DON’T CARE!” He rebelled.
“Plus. You never call anymore. Only when you want…IT” Heechul slowly calming down dressing himself.
“What do you mean, babe?”
“Don’t ‘babe’ me!” Heechul looked around the house and saw everyone watching them.
“WHAT!!!!!!” He screamed throwing his arms in the air. Junsu and Jaejoong’s door both closed, hiding from an outraged boyfriend.
“Heechul sshi, please calm down. I didn’t mean--” Yunho reasoned once everyone was back in their room.
“No, Yunnie. Yes, you do give the best sex I’ve ever had but until you get your feelings straightened out between me or that Jaejoong guy, don’t call me. Okay? When you’re ready, I’ll be here. Okay?” Heechul said giving his love one last kiss before he walked out the orphanage.
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Changmin always showered first. He let the hot water run over his head and down his body. He felt tears well up in his eyes. Omma, Appa, I’m sorry. He hung his head. It was hard to distinguish the tears from the water. He fist the tile in the shower.
“Fuck.”
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Jaejoong clapped his hands loudly during breakfast, “Come on guys. Why don’t we go shopping or to the amusement park or something.” Everyone looked at him in shock. Ever since that night, Changmin’s been in his room with the ipod practically glued to his ear and Yunho’s been out exercising way too much for his own good. The house needed some cheering up to do.
“Let’s go. I don’t know where. But we’re going out today.” Yoochun and Junsu were the only members that were completely and utterly thrilled. They packed their stuff and took off.
They all decided to go to the amusement park. As soon as they got there, they agreed to come back to the car around 3pm that afternoon to avoid traffic. Yoochun and Junsu ran like little kids at a toy store which left Yunho, Jaejoong and Changmin on their own.
“Food.” Changmin said.
“What!? You just ate!” Yunho scolded.
“So? I’m still hungry. You ate most of mine anyway.”
“Did not!”
“Cut it out,” Jaejoong interrupted, “Just let him buy some food.”
“So, did you confess yet?” Yunho calmly questioned, sitting at the table.
“SHHHHHHH!!!!!” Jaejoong attempted to cover his friend’s mouth but the table seemed to big.
“What? He’s not going to hear.” Yunho gestured towards ordering his food. Jaejoong sighed.
“No…but…” Yunho cocked an eyebrow. “We kind of slept together.”
“You did WHAT!?” Yunho shouted enough for people close enough to give them suspicious looks. Thankfully Changmin was still paying and food was the only thing on his mind.
“Can you say it any louder? Jeez.”
“Sorry. So, he feels the same?” Yunho inquired.
“Ye…Nn...Well, I’m not sure. I just intended to comfort him but one thing led to another and…”
“Spare the details.” Yunho cut him off. He didn’t want to think about that. It would’ve only reminded him about the nights he’s spent with Heechul. He sighed.
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A young girl from the ground shouted, “MOMMY! Look!” She pointed up to the Ferris wheel cart going higher and higher carrying two very much in love boys lip locking passionately. The mother dragged the little girl away in embarrassment.
Yunho, Jaejoong, and Changmin looked up sharing the same shocked expression. When the cart made its way down to the bottom Jaejoong and Yunho both started yelling while Changmin just stood back and laughed.
“WHAT do you think you’re doing!?” Jaejoong scolded first.
“You don’t do that in PUBLIC!” Yunho followed.
“Kissing, hyung.” Junsu said it so innocently. He and Yoochun giggled and joined hands. This cut their amusement park time short. A happy couple, two overprotective hyungs and a laughing baby. They headed back home.
---
“AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!” They heard a scream as soon as everyone retreated to their own room.
“..Wh-what is it hyung?” Changmin peeped through his door connecting Jaejoong’s. He wasn’t sure if he should be scared or worried. Maybe both. By this time, everyone else came rushing through the door.
“M-M-My b-box!!!! I-it it’s g-g-gone!” Jaejoong trembled looking at where his jewelry box once was. Everyone looked at each other in confusion. Yunho was the only person that knew Jaejoong had spent a fortune building his jewelry collection of rings, necklaces and earrings. Everything he bought, he treated it like his own babies, even the box itself. It was passed down to him from his mom before she passed.
Jaejoong ordered everyone out.
“I guess it’s instant ramen tonight, guys.” Junsu mentioned. Nodding their heads in agreement they all left the room.
“Jaejoong hyung. If you need anything I’ll be here, okay?” It was the least Changmin could do. After all Jaejoong was the only one that knew about his predicament right now.
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He jumped on his bed finally getting a chance to breathe. Jaejoong was right, the amusement park was a great idea. He felt better. Someone else was happy as well. He looked down and there was a small tenting problem going out. It was like a switch where all these dirty thoughts came rushing back to him. Some included the half naked Yunho but now majority of his thoughts fell with Jaejoong that night. He smiled to himself.
Fingers curled in his shorts, he looked over and saw something kicked under his desk he knew wasn’t there before. He kept his pants on and took a look. It was a small brown suede journal. Changmin opened it and his eyes grew wide.
July 27 - I don’t know what to do anymore. Why him of all people. How could I even think about other guys. I keep telling myself that it’s girls. Girls are the one for me. But when I look at his flawless body. There’s just something more than attraction. What is this!? Mom, please forgive me. I’ve tried to get over this, hoping time will cure everything. But with time, my heart could only grow for him.
I ♥ S.C.
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