146... how many was that?

[cloudsinstrife]

It's been... a while since I thought about it. I never really cared, and I think everyone just understood that it's not a big deal. It really isn't. I'm not the one that should have lived - especially since I didn't remember who I was living for. I still miss him.

This toast is for him.

Comments

[oculo]

That's depressing as hell.

[cloudsinstrife]

It's a depressing subject.

[oculo]

Hope you're drinking more than just a shot of that alcohol then.

[cloudsinstrife]

I'm trying to lay off the booze.

[nogoodpeople]

We tried.

[cloudsinstrife]

I know that now.

[nogoodpeople]

I'm sorry.

[cloudsinstrife]

It happened and I'm alive and able to live for the both of us. I just... need to remember that.