146... how many was that?

[cloudsinstrife]

It's been... a while since I thought about it. I never really cared, and I think everyone just understood that it's not a big deal. It really isn't. I'm not the one that should have lived - especially since I didn't remember who I was living for. I still miss him.

This toast is for him.

Comments

[oculo]

That's depressing as hell.

[cloudsinstrife]

It's a depressing subject.

[oculo]

Hope you're drinking more than just a shot of that alcohol then.

[cloudsinstrife]

I'm trying to lay off the booze.

[oculo]

Where's the fun in that?

[cloudsinstrife]

I don't know. I just am never any good with it, I guess. Not that it effects me like a normal person.