I'm drained-and i didnt even do ne exercise today. i just wore myself out. today was just so weird.

I started off so well and so in control. but i needed something to look forward to. i think dats wut hurts me da most in my life-the fact that i cant find anything in the future i really want to live for. i know its sick but i've always wished i had ( Read more... )

today i know what it feels like to cry loudly and uncontrollably and realize that there is no one to listen

ok so im really excited about dis new journal n da new communities n stuff. but im so nervous cuz im supposed to go out wit dis guy i like dis weekend-just me n him n i know dinner will come up somehow. idk wut to do tho cuz every time i eat my stomach blows up n i look like im pregnant or something. i gotta keep it empty but idk how to make an ( Read more... )

Hi to anyone whose reading this. Its been like years since i had a livejournal so i have no idea how to work it nemore. I joined b/c i saw a link to it on google and read a post that sounded like something i would say and i needed someone to talk to. I'm kinda screwed up and i hate the town i live in now so i feel really alone at school. Sometimes ( Read more... )