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RIP little black vroom vroom of doom :(
I was so excited when I got back from Guam. I had decided to buy my 'dream car' and will forever remember the feeling of driving it off the lot. I remember the fact that I had not driven stick shift in years but was hell bent on owning a damn mini-me sized car. I loved that damn thing. An ex use to refer to it as my mid-life crisis car which always ( Read more... ) -
i feel alive...oh so alive
dee dragged me out dancing. my god i love to dance. rebar was filled with very gay men and a few select hot yummy girlies but mostly gay men. i felt free, alive, and at peace. i always forget how much dancing brings this inner calm and sense of just awesome that i cannot find anywhere else ( Read more... ) -
where everybody knows your name
I cannot get the frelling Cheers theme song out of my head. Please make it stop. -
I hear her voice ~
And everything drifts away. The pain, the anxiety, everything. My mind is clear and calm and my heart filled with comfort. I don't quite know how to explain it. She knows me and I her, and she's ok. She's alive that's all that matters ( Read more... ) -
my child rules
I'm cramping. Hardcore. Do NOT want out of bed. My darling son has been chilling with me. He just brought me an apple and said "here mommy special treat" and now has informed me I can watch John Steward if I want (he knows I like Daily Show) sweet sweet child. Cannot wait for the day he can go get mommy midol and whiskey. (I kid I freakin kid.... -
my kind of math
cramps + cold = cloei wishes to stay under covers all cozy allll day!
today is a lets see how long i can stay in bed day. ok granted i have minion which makes it harder but ouch ouch cold cold screw that covers are comfy. -
i'm not crazy!
I am finding that I like my new therapist. He was referred to me by a friend which is helpful. As usual I accidentally fell asleep before setting my alarm and woke up with only 5 mins to get to the appt. Called and left a message saying I doubt I could get there in time. He called back and said even if it's for only a few mins. at least then he ( Read more... ) -
It comes in waves.
Monday I went to the therapist and I think that it calmed me down a lot for various reasons, and yesterday was a pretty good day. Today I cannot seem to motivate myself. Lethargic for most of the day which I hate. I took Quinn out and around the hill which was good, but feel like it took so much energy out of me. So finally on a theory I tested my ( Read more... ) -
New Therpist ~ First Session
I always dread that first appointment. You would think by now I would be an old pro at this, and in some ways I guess I am. Having been in and out of therapy since high school I have learned to keep general track so when you go in you're prepared. So on file I have the following ( Read more... ) -
forward momemtum
I feel good. Or at least I feel accomplished. I tackled my panic attacks and went to Seattle Central to get a better idea for direction. Classes don't start until April so I also stopped by the career center to get an appointment in that area ( Read more... )