my life right now is wonderful. although a little chaotic, i have been living a beautiful existance in Asheville. school is wonderful, my two kittens are in thier early adolescent stage (still just as cute), ben and i are wonderful, work is slow but that is to be expected, and i'm in one of the most beautiful places in the uninted states. ( Read more... )

today i am calm. from waking this morning i have become saturated with a certain peace and assurance. right now everything is quiet and pulsing with life. a silent breathing life. mellow sunlight, two kittens sleeping curled up arround eathother on the couch, aloe plant soaking in the rays streaming in through tree branches and leaves and in ( Read more... )

i like a boy again... (it feels good)

we are painting the livingroom green and eating sushi and drinking mango juice.

i'll be back in charleston late tonight untill friday.

my mode of transportation will soon be a bike. i don't think cars and i get along very well.

sleep?

no. not for this girl. i am craving sakie and a hot bath.

but instead i'll settle for power cleaning the kitchen and taking resin hits off my bowl.

(i just cut about 8 inches of hair off. woah.)

i did it.

my hair is gone.

i feel s o m u c h b e t t e r

(cutting hair can be very spiritual)

no fire. but i am about to cut my hair off....

breathe in.
breathe out...

here i go!!!

i am still shaken up. the familiar worries of bills and food and such with the added factor of just being in a car accident. my neck and back are starting to feel a bit better, however my psyche is getting progresivly worse. its been hard for me to throughly enjoy these last couple of days. almost like i am watching myself in them, knowing that i ( Read more... )

i guess you can only have so many peaceful blissful days before you have one really horrible one. i stayed up all night last night hanging out with my friends billy beth and jeff who were in town after bonaroo...i headed out for work. realized that i had forgotten my shoes...got written up for that. i fell asleep rolling silverware and a table had ( Read more... )

i just learned that the name of my town is spelled ashevill not ashville. one more thing that just comes out and says that i can't spell to save my life.