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i guess you can only have so many peaceful blissful days before you have one really horrible one. i stayed up all night last night hanging out with my friends billy beth and jeff who were in town after bonaroo...i headed out for work. realized that i had forgotten my shoes...got written up for that. i fell asleep rolling silverware and a table had been waiting at least 10 minutes before i was woken up by my manager and went to take care of them...got written up for that. i left work and was driving home and my steering went out on me and with the combonation of that and me being up for at least 36 hours i ended up running through a mail box, through a huge bush, and directly into the side of a parked car. this has been the day from hell. my car is totally fucked...i only bought it a couple of weeks ago too...with money that i don't really have, but am trying to make....and the other car. well the other car is probably totaled. I don't have helth insurance so i didn't go to the hospital even though i know i needed to. I have whiplash really bad and maybe a broken rib or two. I'm in a decent amount of pain, but i think 'll just have to suck it up and kick-ass at work tomorrow to regain my respect.
In addition to all of that my loan for school was denied. and now i'm here and not even sure i will be going to school in the fall.
yesterday i had it all together. i was living high and mighty in ashville with a new car, a job where people loved and appriciated me, and school awaiting me in the falll...
today i have a car that i just started paying for that i can't drive, a job where i got written up two times in one day where people can't depend on me for anything and therefore have no respect for me, and a school that once again i probably won't be able to go to because of damn money.
"you do it to yourself just you, you and no one else. you do it to yourself, just you, and thats what really hurts...you do it to yourself."-radiohead
In addition to all of that my loan for school was denied. and now i'm here and not even sure i will be going to school in the fall.
yesterday i had it all together. i was living high and mighty in ashville with a new car, a job where people loved and appriciated me, and school awaiting me in the falll...
today i have a car that i just started paying for that i can't drive, a job where i got written up two times in one day where people can't depend on me for anything and therefore have no respect for me, and a school that once again i probably won't be able to go to because of damn money.
"you do it to yourself just you, you and no one else. you do it to yourself, just you, and thats what really hurts...you do it to yourself."-radiohead