I've once again taken the step to being a "productive member of society ( Read more... )

I am a person who hates racism, expensive things, the US flag, people who talk about things of which they're ignorant, when mechanical pencils run out of lead, when I hope or expect and it doesn't come to fruition, the (use of the) word "drama", people who belittle significant things, people who think they're special because of their religion or ( Read more... )

i miss who i was.
i was funny
interesting
unpredictable
nonsensical
hyperactive
goofy.

maybe i still am, and I just don't see it.

i'm going to begin writing a novel. i wish i had a type writer. but the computer will do just as welll.

UPLIFTING!
Gone.
Fading!
A punch in the wall.
disappointed
ANGER
art
confusion
hope
no catharsis.
heather.
a number not a name.
a body not a being.

i am so lucky to be alive, and especially to have made it through last year and gotten where i got to.
alot of times, it felt 15 going on 36, but I'm 16.
I did it! [high five!]
Oh well.
I'll be home today at 5:45/4:45c (hehehe)so give me a ring, fools!

There is always going to be some cause for the college kids to get barefoot and angry about. There are always going to be government fuck ups. There is always going to be war, the after effect, or at least the threat of it ( Read more... )

"From the earth, from the air, sustaining forces pour into us- mostly from the earth. To no man does the earth mean so much to as the soldier. When he presses himself upon her long and powerfullly, when he buries his face and limbs deep in her from the fear of death by shellfire, then she is his only friend, his brother, his mother; he stifles his ( Read more... )

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I don't know about you But I feel like i've wasted my day.
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