from now on, friends only.

EMOTIONAL WRECK. I refuse to start out the new year like this.

i need to stop this.

What To Do If Your Man Is Stressing You Out by *Alex, the Girl ( Read more... )

Honestly it is deja vu all over again.

We broke up, which I knew would happen. It sucks though, the way I always over react, call to much. get them to talk to me by bribing with sexual favors and the whole sick cycle starts again. He wouldn't answer his phone today for me, so like my psycho self I called and called. Still no answer. Sent messages on myspace, about 4, the last one ( Read more... )

its funny the way I get so upset when I hear him say we're still together...for now. Those are the very words I speak behind his back. I know our relationship sucks so why do I push for more time to "work things out?" Things changed the day I became his g/f. He stopped trying so hard, stopped sending me emails hoping I have a good day. But he ( Read more... )

grandpa died =(

I'm so upset, I feel like I should break up with him since I feel it coming. It is upseting though, I was actually starting to care about him. I wish things didn;t have to alwaysd turn out this way, but it is mostly my fault it does...

Last night I actually hung out at the dorm without Chris. I had so much fun. Tipsy Victoria and I boxed on the sand box, how exciting. She hit me in the face a couple times but "a concensus from the audience" named me the winner, hoorah! lol Brett, my new friend from work, came over as well. I guess her roommates were pissing her off and she ( Read more... )