I cant belive last nite...I walked out of his bedroom, out of his house, down the street and into my car without looking back... I got what I wanted, in some sense or another- I guess I just needed to know that I could get a guy like him- someone I had liked for so long...and then... just thinking about everything, I couldnt do it.kissing him just ( Read more... )

date with matt.... i dont know what he does to me, but something about talking to him, he sucks all the funny out of me. i cant be clever around this guy to save my life!! and i dont think its because i like him so much- because i dont... hes cool, but hes no oliver! i mean, talking to ollie is hard because its like talking to brad pitt.... but ( Read more... )

chocolate covered graham crackers will be the death of me.

::drool::

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i know this be way after the fact, but i just realized how cartoon-like my boobs look in most pictures... im very weirded out.

i feel a shitstorm brewing.

mark my words.

i went to the dentist today. he forgot to check my teeth before he left for lunch. so now i have to go back on tuesday. aint that some shit. even the dentist is forgetting about me these days. this just strengthens my "men are complete and total bullshit asholes"theory.... however, i will still always be straight, as i love cock too much to give it ( Read more... )

i want to say it doesnt still hurt me. but that would be a lie. hurt is a strong word. this is more like a tinge of pain. tinge of pain everytime im simply not invited because of history. history that affects present. and this is a past that should have been burried years ago. im rambling... im hurt. i just wish there wasnt this... ex factor always ( Read more... )

kirb left this morning for san diego.. so you all know what that means!!!! i have freedom house ALL TO MYSELF!!!!! not like there is anything i can do when shes gone that i cant do when shes there- i'll prolly just do more of it naked than i usualy do... and have people over to play drink the beers. and if i end up having sex, i can do it on stuff ( Read more... )

Virgo on Tuesday Jul 12, 2005 ( Read more... )

"Sex with an ex can be depressing. If it's good, you don't have it anymore; if it's bad, you just had sex with an ex."

samantha
sex and the city

dont know what a blog is. i promised myself i wouldnt do this, and here i am: doing the myspace thing. i was pretty sure the internet knew enough about me- given that ive had an opendiary since high school, then a livejournal, then friendster, and now.... myspace. it really was a decision made like most- while i was drunk. and just like when i ( Read more... )