I'm going to get a fresh start.  Lots of breakdowns, some bad stuff, secrets and lies later.  Now its time to start tracking things again.  Start remembering, and be raw.  Use raw materials.  Start from scratch.  Make a better product.

Saturday night.  Home alone, watching my roommate cuddle his boy.  Great night to a great day.  Yeah fucking right.

The depression, pain, and series of disappointments my life has become.  Ever.  And if you think you do, just fuckin ask.  Hell in a handbasket baby.

At least, I will be in a few minutes.  I wonder who will call.  I wonder if my Bio Mom will.  I hope Matt will.  So Matt is.  Um.  the guy, who I have made a few veiled references about.  I know I shouldn't be doing this.  I know its a bad idea.  But dammit it feels really good.  Things you should be scared of:  Two weeks of dating and we still ( Read more... )

According to a recent study, about half of all US bankruptcies are caused by soaring medical bills, and most people sent into debt by illness are middle-class workers with health insurance.

 I undercooked my macaroni and cheese, and now its all al dente.  Which is just weird in mac and cheese.  Boo.

Not to self:  when you quit eating a food group, like most meat, you had batter be damn sure that you compensate.  That shitty feeling all week?  You think maybe protien might be an idea?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY princessangie!!

 I suppose you think this is some big fight between youth and experience?  Anarchy and authority?  People like you always miss the point.  It's all about.  "In".  Versus "out".

So its no secret that I have been a ball of busy of late, and sadly, haven't updated.  I'll be brief:  Still single, but seeing some people, the comedian is out of the picture, but nicely so.  Legs all healed up, now just a craggy scar where a gaping hole was.  utjoshua came and stayed for a week or so, and we actually got along really well, despite some ( Read more... )