I'm finally settled. My room is no longer just a floor to put my head down on at night, but a room with a desk, futon (kicks a bed's ass), furniture, and rad posters. It's just so fucking rad. I'm also getting used to the night shift at CVS, and its not all that bad (my sleep schedule is totally fucked up, but I manage)... good enough that I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, here's my dilemma ( Read more... )

Here's a little journal of my Saturday/Sunday excursion to VT for my film job ( Read more... )

So yes, I was able to pretty much fuck Boston a new asshole this weekend, but at the expense of my personal well-being. This was one of the crazyest weekends of my entire fucking life, filled with fun, alcohol, blood, sweat, tears, stupidity, etc ( Read more... )

Dear Boston,

I'm going to fuck you a new asshole this weekend.

Love,
Nicholas

Lately my moods have been such a rollercoaster. Sometimes im happier than ever, and sometimes I just wish I wasn't even alive. The difference between my high and low points is incredible. Lately it has just left me isolated and dead inside. I have no emotion, no passion for anything. There's no one here who I can call a true friend... I have ( Read more... )

"Each day keeps getting greyer and greyer, until you wake up and its the grayest day you've ever seen, and the next day ITS EVEN GRAYER! Thats the day you look at your wrists and say 'jeez, maybe I should slit 'em just to see color!'" - Lewis Black

I'm really sick of the rain. Its been a week straight!

Anybody really close to me knows recently I had a complete mental relapse. I was going insane with stress, things like getting to Georgetown so I could work to pay rent, getting in enough study time for school, trying to eat properly (which I never did anyways, but whatever). I'm feeling fine now, I dont work at Crosby's anymore, so I dont have ( Read more... )

Last night was the most insane night of drinking I've ever had. It's midnight the day after and I'm still beat up from it. Fuck.

Hey, where have you gone ( Read more... )