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love.

this is a rant...go!

i'm not amazing, i'm not awesome, i'm not talented, or any more special than any of you. i feel like everyone is 1000x better than me at everything.

i'm phasing pretty much everyone out of my life that i've been close to, and i'm so scared of whats about to happen as a result.

i think the best part of my day has been the realization that everyone who's not afraid of you thinks you're pathetic and crazy. which is why you surround yourself with people who fear you. and thats sad, and thats why you're miserable.

love.

now i know i joked about writing the great american novel before, but now i really am? i guess i want to be away from everything that bad ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! can not one person go without fucking me over for just one fucking day. YOU were suposed to be better than this, and now you're tainted like the rest. i could be just any old stranger to you at this point. fuck. you are not my friend.

see the myspace for my usual rant.

....and do fuck off.

believe me when i tell you that i am miserable. pneumonia...for the second time in 6 months, most people get it once in their lives. i will die young ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted, couldnt sleep last night for anything, crawled to bed at 4 oclock, waking at 7 for a long day of work, this is terrible ( Read more... )

i'm going to taking back sunday/jimmy eat world, between that and tickets to snow patrol, i guess i'm kicking ass lately. show at tips tomorrow, anyone who shows will be loved. or anyone who watches the web broadcast of it.

soooo, i hate the situation i'm in right now, and the sad part is that its not really my fault this time.

love.

well, my superstitions were well founded. this weekend=shit ( Read more... )