I am sick again today, but decided to go into work. I don’t know why I decided to come here when I feel like I’m about to pass out. Everything is hazy. I’ve been burning the candle at both ends lately with not much room to breath. I am tired all the time and oddly enough I’m feeling a sort of helplessness/depression set in. I think I need to see ( Read more... )

What a weekend. Not even a break involved during everything. Holidays are a beautiful thing, but sometimes they are over exhausting hopping from place to place to please everyone. Not that everyone is necessarily looking to be please, but the gesture is nice. I’m personally just very tired. I didn’t get my normal Sunday to piece my life back ( Read more... )

I had some conversation today that made me feel good about myself. It also put my mind to rest about a few things. It's nice to know you have people behind you on anything. Things are looking up for one part of my life. And with team work, this will happen ( Read more... )

After sleeping on most of the troubles that have been occurring, I've come to realize the time to set new goals and participate in those as they come. I'm in a place right now that is allowing me to grow, and I just have to learn to let my roots develop and grow with it. There at too many changes around me and too much of me wanting to be a part of ( Read more... )

My final thoughts this evening are how I am wondering if ever I will be given the chance to prove myself. Something happened tonight that I was prepared for. Very much prepared for in fact. But somehow, it's a shocker. And I don't feel very driven right now. I don't feel wanted or needed. I rather feel, very void. I feel like an empty shell that ( Read more... )

So it's almost been four years since Jesse and I started dating. I'm in two weddings at least this year, have seen about four babies born, and been invited to two other weddings. So my question is, is it my turn yet? Men are weird sometimes.

I'm so tired right now it's pathetic. I’ve been really burning the candle at both ends between two jobs and trying to plan for everything else going on in my life right now. I’m also feeling very down about some things that happened in my past and now wonder if those things will ever happily reoccur in my future. The simplicity of what swirls in my ( Read more... )