this message is for Christine:

I'm sorry I was sleeping most of the day yesterday and missed your birthday :( sooooooo....

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Where is home? Come back.

She waited in line for a decision which would make or break her day. A long strenuous process as time lingered seeming to hold back every moment. One asian family brought their suitcases around a spinning machine wrapping them up in selophane like coldcuts fresh from the blade. There I stood the door infront me. Lugging all the meaningless ( Read more... )

Tonight is so quiet so quiet I can barely hear the radio as I blast it through my speakers Driving home feels so alone Feels so mundane The images in my head keep popping up more frequently The month can not go by fast enough Im scared Scared for the feelings I do not know How can I express? I don't even know what this is about ( Read more... )

Here's the new painting ive been working on.


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So its May!! And you know what that means! One month down :_D!!!! One more to go till Jesse comes home :_D!! 30 Days I can do this no prowblem... Got my cap and gown today I think it might be too short for me but we shall see. I decided to do the whole walking thing. I guess its all the symbolizm and a chance to see the people ive worked ( Read more... )

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Here we go again. Me faced forward toward this world. Me ready to take it. Let's just do it! What's holding me back? Weakness? Fear? Lameness? Thinking, planning I was never good at but I seem to find myself doing it alot. So when you coming home!?!

Honestly I don't understand this life. I do'nt understand how we grow up and cannot be children any longer. HOw are families treat us as if we are a new pawn in the game facing the cruelness everyone has to face. But do we really have to face it? Maybe we aren't facing it but rather avoiding it all together. Im really sick of being lost in ( Read more... )