tonight
Tonight is so quiet so quiet I can barely hear the radio as I blast it through my speakers Driving home feels so alone Feels so mundane The images in my head keep popping up more frequently The month can not go by fast enough Im scared Scared for the feelings I do not know How can I express? I don't even know what this is about Sure I can take some guesses but really what is it? Stress? The constant wait? Guilt? The unknown? Assumptions? Anger? Perception? Expectations? Why is it these tears stream down my face for the reasons I can not grasp? Catches you by surprise Necessary I feel all this passion and no where to give it painting is good but some how gets lost in the shuffle of it all I should be writing I should be examining At least I got a break today No science exam woot! I miss you so much it hurts it drains God damn it hurry up time! Sweet time which brought me to this wonderful feeling I had never known time my time guide me through this forest of ever growing branches help me find the path help me to stay focused