Cancer free :D

Something i think that i should start posting on this more often, but i never know what to write and im not good at talking about my emotions. I usually write about stuff that isn't really important and blah blah blah.

That and i ramble....

So lets see i think one of the last things i wrote on here was that i went on a date with this boy who turned ( Read more... )

oh my god

well my birthday was cool

i went on a date with this boy. He is super. 

For some reason i keep asking myself "Am i a good person?"
I can't help but think that im not. 
More so over the last few days with this whole damn thing.... 
Then when i think aout t, it hasn't been for the past few days it has been for months and months and months.
I need someone to remind me that, it would be nice if god would call me and tell me ( Read more... )

My life is boring. Also filled with stupid bullshit drama. Drama that i have created of course. People can only treat you the way you let them. Needless to say people treat me like shit, and i let them. I have gotten to the point with whats his dick that i don't care. Which has made me a happy person, but now we are hanging out again. Temptation is ( Read more... )

I'm miserable.

I HATE ALL FUCKING MEN!

sorry about the bad language. Well not all men just most of them. I like the ones who read this. They are nice and my friends.

Tomorrow im going to be a rape victim all over again. That or just get molested, all over again. I hate my life. 
Well maybe im being a little dramatic. heh.

i want to go home.

- No more hollywood video! I quit that shit. My last day was sept. 31

-I got a new job at blue shield, where i make a lot more. I have a desk and with a name thing. I even have work e-mail. Which i sit on and e-mail Megan, elizabeth, and danny all day. While i get paid.

-Noah turned 7 and we went to the santa cruz boardwalk. That was fun. Except ( Read more... )

I have been talking to this guy named danny in the navy i met him through megan, and he lives in the same city. He that guy who says all the right things at all the right times. I met him got drunk and we made out then he tells me that he is seeing someone. So i feel like a dirty whore. So he sends me flowers the next day to make up for it. I ( Read more... )