Gone to Italy...

lets see. i guess im back to this nonsense of a journal. so many things have changed and i dunno where to begin. lets start w/ the bad. okay, so i got a dui. biiiig whoopie. dont really care. i can still drive and my court date isnt until the 25th (of march.). i got into humboldt. thats exciting. the only college i wanted to go to. basically to ( Read more... )

eeekkkk! im an aunt to Daniel James Whelan...aint he cute?...
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so i realized the point of this whole livejournal nonsense is to really let other people know how you feel, w/out telling them to their face. you want to shout it out to the world and let everyone know, but not in a way to where you might feel ashamed or embarressed. i guess i used to want that. to let others know what i was going through. but ( Read more... )

friday night i hung out w/ steph, natalie, allison mcnamara, and her two friends cara and allysa. we went to downtown la and went to this club place. it was this guys bday so he rented out this club and like soo many usc, and lmu students were there. it was a ton of fun. we danced and drank and didnt leave till like 1. hah steph passed out in ( Read more... )

i have never experienced vegas the way i did this weekend. i was always too young to gamble and drink and do all that fun stuff, but boy, did i do it this time around. im so drained. i didnt start the weekend off great w/ my going to bed at 3 am on thursday and have to wake up 7 to drive up there. friday night we just got our hair done and they ( Read more... )

i have been sleeping for over the past 30 hours, and im still fucking tired as hell. i really wanna write about my vegas vacation because it was sooo amazingly fun. when i'm back to my good ol' self i promise ill write a lil something something...im going to eat then sleep....

god im such a fucked up person. i would never want me as anything if i were someone else. everything i do is wrong. i should stop drinking, only the sad fuckin truth arises and bites me in the ass everytime. why am i so confused. shit, this is so bad. im so bad, why do i put myself in these situations?...fuck fuck fuck....i hate myself. i hate ( Read more... )

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Auto response from JFchillG [4:21 PM]: I'm gonna sell my guns and with the ca$h I'm gon' bring you to VEGAS

jamie...i miss you, you're the best!