so, it turns out last night ended up wayyy better than i hoped! this guy joey ended up coming all the way from north hollywood to mb to pick me up and then we went to courtneys and he was a really cool guy. it was so random how we met i dont even wanna talk about it. but the night was so much fun. a little jack and coke, darts, lots of blazing (not ( Read more... )

so basically i plan to go to burbank tonight for courtneys going away party. and i call my dad to ask him when he gets home if he'll take me. and of course he says yes. now im ALL ready and im like dad, ready to drive me? and hes like, i dunno, burbank is kinda far, blah blah blah, it was presmoptuous of you to think i would take you. im like, ( Read more... )

i hate liking you, especially because you're over me ( Read more... )

Last night was so fun. All the girls went out to Hooka in West Hollywood and got shitty. (well, I did at least). The music was awesome and so was the smoking. A bunch of my friends who lived in the area came and hung out w/ us for a while and then my older brother, his g/f and his friend Mikey, whom i havent seen in YEARS came too. I used to have ( Read more... )

love is shit. internet is shit. this government is shit. my fingers typing this message is shit. its up to u to decide what is and what isnt. figure it out, otherwise ur life is worthless..get the fuck over ur problems, then u will find the real u...and then perhaps ur purpose

there goes another good one

that email down there was out of a lot of anger....im better now :o)

Soooo...I thought I was sad tonight cuz I kinda got some sad news...(wont mention it here) anywho turns out my dad just bought my ticket to London. I leave on the 27th of December til Jan 11th! Oh and hello first class!!! I cant wait..I might just stay there and live if i like it. I'm going to visit anna, my favorite person ever! We are so gunna ( Read more... )

Interesting enough....Halloween weekend was amazing. Halloween the day itself was kind of lame. Although I am sitting here with someone that makes me happy. ...I suppose I should continue this later cuz I kind of want to hardcore dance w/ Christoph, even though we probably won't end up doing it again. Might go watch a scary movie though. I hate ( Read more... )

life is so complicated sometimes. i thought i was over this stage. love love love....whats so great about it, and why does it happen. it makes people feel great, yet to sad. some things just arent fair. like why do we meet these amazing people and then life seems to trap us in confusion and conflict. im so scared sometimes. i wonder if i'll still ( Read more... )