Never quite understood why I like this song so much, Probably because I can relate with the kid the song is about. My parents at least gave me attention, but, at school I was constantly criticized even attacked. In 4th grade during a show and tell, one of the kids, who had brought some yo-yo sticks (don't know there real name but I'm sure you know ( Read more... )

I close my eyes. I see your face. I see your smile, it brightens up this place. I hear your laughter it makes my heart feel light. I wish you were here right now you make my world so bright. What have you done to me? I can't think at all. Without you beside me here I feel so small. I know that I have never held your heart, but the thought of ( Read more... )

Well kids, I'm back online (not that anyone other than one person reads this thing). Anyway, life continues to be a travisty of dreams shattered by reality and hopes mangled by the hard truth. Ha. Just kidding. Things aren't too bad. My depression seems to be lifting and the reapperance of an old freind will be most welcome (hurry first of month ( Read more... )

Well, it's official. I need a new job. Guess what I am? (not that anyone reads this thing or cares what the hell i'm doing.) I'm a Salesman! :D Yup. Thats right. I'm the guy that comes to your door and asks to come into your house and sit through an infomercial in your own house! Hooray for me! :D Alright, enough with the sarcasm. I'm broke. ( Read more... )

Well it's official. I just finnished my final and I failed it. I'm absoulutly sure. It's been an entirely missrable semster and this spring is going to get worse. Facing my stepdad and having him yell at me for failing. It's crap! Been a misrable year for almost everyone I know.

Yep. It's that time again. RANDOM RAMBLINGS! Had a test today. did a little better on it than most of the other tests I've had this semester. This time I know that I got at least one problem right. New job is cool. Can get a little boring at times but the enviornment is way better than Convergys (may god strike them down quickly and efficiently.) ( Read more... )

So, I am currently staying at my Aunt and Uncles house while they are in China adopting a baby. That is if they are on a plane yet. They had to make a plane switch in San Fransisco to switch planes (Delta apparently doesn't fly to China) and got grounded there. The plane they were supposed to fly out on was having some problems. There cats are ( Read more... )

Well, after the long and wondrous gap in entries, here is a new one! Not that anyone actually reads this thing. Anyway, I just got back from a whirlwind trip to Santa Barbara to help my Grandpa pack and get ready to move into a smaller place. The condo he his in now has been his home for about 20 years. He seemed so sad to leave it. I'm taking ( Read more... )

I've moved out. THANK GOD! No more stepdad trying to live my life for me. Life is infinitely better. Have a computer class. Boring as hell. And yes... hell is boring. I've been there. It's not the fire and brimstone that everyone talks about. Instead it is full of people who are obsessive about everything. If they have to have the latest fashion, ( Read more... )

I'm about to find out if I am truly going to get an associates degree by the end of this summer. I was on the schools website and it told me I was missing one credit hour.