Dec 01, 2004 09:09
Yep. It's that time again. RANDOM RAMBLINGS! Had a test today. did a little better on it than most of the other tests I've had this semester. This time I know that I got at least one problem right. New job is cool. Can get a little boring at times but the enviornment is way better than Convergys (may god strike them down quickly and efficiently.) Still kind of in a slump. Hope that when my financial situation gets better that I will be able to pull out of it. Thinking about taking spring semester off. Need some time to recharge after being in school for so long without any long type of break. My stepdad doesn't seem to understand what it's like to be in school though. Makes me mad. Tried to explain that going to school for so long I just don't have the energy. H esaid something about I should be looking at it as a challenge and stepping up to meet it instead of backing down and (doing what he calls) failing. Bastard. He did agree though that I should have taken this last summer off. Wish he felt some kind of remorse for it. He also seems to think that if I take this time off that I will drop out of school. He doesn't understand that is not an option. He is also a little curious about me retaking calc 1&2 over. He seems to think that I may not be able to do the math. I just waited too long in between the two and I also see having to do that as a minor set back not as me needing to change my major. If after this 3rd time I still don't get it, then I'll change. Still frustrates me that he lectures me on what I should be doing in college when he never went.