I am starting to realize how stupid I am...how much bullshit I put up with...how much I let people degrade me.
Maybe I would have won in the end, had I stayed a little longer. But I didn't. And I busted my ass and busted my ass to be free...in a different way. And now I got just what I wanted....too much. Shoulda been careful what I wished for.
I swear to god, if my boyfriend calls me a nigger lover one more time, I'm going to lynch him like one and shove something equivalent to ones phallus up his puckered asshole. Fucker.
I was sitting outside on a bench, smoking a USA Gold and reading a book, sipping on hot chocolate with the wind blowing through my hair and my hands getting cold from turning pages, lost in some world that wasn't mine
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So funny that a few years later the same song comes to mind and you just laugh because you wonder if you live the same things over and over in different places, with different people, in different times, as a different person
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