I am extremely better than I was one month ago. The only problem is that I am afraid of going home. I've been in missouri since the end of july, and It has forced me to be independent. I have gained so much love for myself in this month. i guess im afraid of losing that. there are  afew things i want to write about right now ( Read more... )

I have my livejournal backed up in a 187 page word document. This is the first survey I ever did. It is from February 24, 2004. Im going to post the old one, for funsies, and re-do it.

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this depression will go away ( Read more... )

1] How old will you be in three​ birth​ days?​​
23

2] Will you be marri​ed by then?​​
probably not

3] Who was the last perso​n you chill​ed with?​​
 sam and her family

4] What were you doing​ at midni​ght last night​?​​
browsing the nets

5] What state​s have you been to?
a lot of them.  but not too many.

6] If you could​ be anywh​ere,​​ where​ would​ it be?
i ( Read more... )

this is extremely vague:

I am just loving my life right now.

This could be construed as sad ( Read more... )

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? both

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?  yes, in good ways and bad.

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?  something montessori school, then goldwood, then kensington, then hart middle, then adams, then Oakland University, then ( Read more... )

This is the summer of ultimate consciousness.  This is the summer of finding out who I really am.  This is the summer of sadness, and of adventure.  Of new things, and old things, and things that are neither new nor old.  I really hate this summer.  I really love this summer.

This is the summer of ultimate dichotomies, apparently.

Type your cut contents here.Do you like the person you are becoming?
I do

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Im not sure

What song is stuck in your head?
Jealousy Rides With Me - Death Cab for Cutie

Did anybody ever call you beautiful?
Yes

Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
There are a few people that i would like it to ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dream.   There was some sort of rally going on for the democratic presidential nomination, and both of the front-running candidates were there.  The two candidates for the nomination were Colin Powell and Harry S. Truman, but the Truman in my dream looked like the guy running for governor in the movie O Brother Where Art Thou, ( Read more... )