I just smoked a cig for the first time in 5 or 6 year.. man i am light headed! stress makes you do the darndest things!

Well the last couple of days have been utterly emotional. with in hours you can turn what your whole body and soul has told you is love in to well what some people say is hate. that is a word i dont thow around lightly. weather its in anger or depression i dont take take those words lighly. Maybe when i was 17 saying to my mom but never to the one ( Read more... )

A post, HUM what to say. well i am not dead thats a good start!  I could go in to the whoo haw about my stages in life. but i guess we all have those!  So yeah really i am just a mom and a wife!  hey raven we can talk about creepster mcgee now cus he will never know... well lets put are party hats on and try to make lj world domination. well thats ( Read more... )

ramdom spirts of lj... its been like a year scence the last time i was on here.... wow long time.. i was reading all these posts from like last year... i was laughing... they are amusing... i am really amused actually by my self... i make me laugh ( Read more... )

ok so i went to my friend steve's house for a bit... and bought a cd of there band from him!!! i was poor on sat... well i came home opened it and was reading the thank you's i was so happy... they thanked me!! 1htat is so sweet!! it put the biggest smile on my face!!!

there great.

forge you rule!!!!

... the forge album relese was great i had alot of fun ( Read more... )

well today i didnt have to work so i bummed around all day ( Read more... )

yay!! i dont have to work today!!! i am going to the zoo with a couple friends..it will be fun!!!

well the forge party is sat!!! at smalls i am excited!!!

hey guess what.. i got my 420 or as some would say my h20 which means oxygen!! coverd up... yuppers...

hello ( Read more... )

i dont mind not having power.. it was a really great time... it was like camping gone bad... the whole no gas and water thing... yeah... could have did with out that!!! it was really funny... i had just told john that i got a new job... that i am putting my 2 weeks in... and (bam) the world became unpluged.... it was so funny... there was like 20 ( Read more... )