One of the most significant things that my mother said to me last was on the 2nd to last hour of her life.
She told me (or us kids and my Grandmother):  Don't you see how much we need God right now?
I knew the answer, but I was too angry to say.  I cursed her and thought to myself, "What an idiot..."

When the car had stopped tumbling and everything ( Read more... )

Well... haven't written in a long time.  Not so sure that LJ is used much anymore, at least not amongst my peers ( Read more... )

I think I'm going nuts. This upcoming school year is gonna be pretty hectic ( Read more... )

Dude, looking at old xanga entries makes me realize how much of a biotch I was in middle school...

I was so vicious. It's embarrassing.

I'm so sorryyyyyyyy! :(

Eff you, silly boy, I'm over you (kinda).

No more crying over your sorry self.

[1] Who are you ( Read more... )

Phew! FINALLY. School's out... and I'm getting the chance to catch my breath from all the excitement and stress. I'm still stressed, though. My mom's attempt to find a job is going well, but it's just the fact that it's been a long time since she's been in work. I also like the fact that, coz she does not work, I can go with her to a cafe (where I ( Read more... )

I recently visited UC Santa Barbara and it is a BEAUTIFUL campus. I'm most definitely going to apply there, but I don't know if I'd have a chance to get in. Maybe I will. I shouldn't doubt my abilities or potential. I guess I'm just hoping to keep myself from counting on getting in, you know ( Read more... )

SO ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm alright today ( Read more... )