Ok, so this week has sucked beyond anything. The wall glowed red one night, my eyes freaked out, then, I also thought I saw Jon come in and take off his shirt and I went why arent you at school? Just to realize there was no Jonny, tho there was the shirt he took off and put on the bed. So now I see people, whoo ( Read more... )

Today and after Jonny came home yesterday have been great. I had a really good long talk to Jon about things that are going on and my sadness. Someone said to him that she doesnt think Jonny is good for me, and I was sad that this was said because he really is. Holy shit you people dont understand how good he is for me. He makes me so freaking ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel ( Read more... )

Why am I not good enough ( Read more... )

i have a load of homework, but i am trying my damnedest to keep up. I have a B, A, A, A, B, and a B for grades. My goal is to have them all A's for 1st semister end. And if not, at least all B and better ( Read more... )

I DROVE AGAIN!!!! Holy shit I am so excited. But my mom is super not happy with me because of all the car accidents that are related to our family. Like my step siblings step mom (wow thats weird) is the one who died in that big crash in Rock Island a couple of days ago and then my grandparents totaled yet another car. Front end smashed flat ( Read more... )

I drove! I drove! Yes yes yes I drove ( Read more... )

Holy crap, its been a looooong time, and a lot of stuff has happened, but i really dont feel like typing it all ( Read more... )

I'm gone to Manson with Jon until Monday, so I wont be here to hang out (yeh, heart broken, I'm sure ( Read more... )

Ann's here.

Having extreme good convo.

Uhh...

Today SUCKED. I got side cancer. Then my arm crackled.

But other than that. YAY for today. Garrett is the best driver ever.