What a loser I am. I dont know what I am going to do now Jonny is leaving, I have no friends left, and a lot of people who say they are my friends I dont consider friends, some of them I secertly dislike very much. Jessie is my friend, my bestestestestestest friend ever, but shes having a baby, so that puts a downer on things. I mean, we can ( Read more... )

我恨您....

私は死にたいと思う。 私は私を意味する。

さようなら。

Well, I thought this was going to be the worse weekend in the entire world because I was going to have to fend without Jon and I thought my mom would be making my life hell because of what happened saturday ( Read more... )

....but i always seem to be forgotten in the dust of the rest of the world.

i am here.. or at least i think i am, but i am starting to wonder if i am just an illusion, because as it is,

no one notices me or remembers me anymore.

or maybe they just dont care.

Lets just say that I have added a lovely pool in our room for jon and i... except i didnt add it, the washing machine did, and it is not all that lovely.

damn washing machine.

good news tho! jon comes home today, whee!

Hey, Dad ( Read more... )

I love Jonny, and he loves me. Everything will be alright once me and Jon move out. I'll live through this hell, I promise. I dont want everyone worrying about me, and I'm sorry. I abandoned my journal a while back because I knew I was getting to depressed to write down what I had on my mind, and I knew I would alarm others, so I kept quiet. I ( Read more... )

To Courtney Reed ( Read more... )

kill me.

i am so cold ( Read more... )