reflecting on the nature of reality seems to consume my mind moment to moment and day to day. there is no time in my consciousness for applying value to the dumb young fun things i seemed to have let retreat into a state of unfamiliarity. god damn am i existential, and i can't shake it, which is the nature of a hyperventilated, de-frocked and ( Read more... )

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have i gone nuts? i can't believe the stuff i used to write in here. sitting on the last night of my winter break in illinois before i'm started in on that sweet last five months of college ever, it is 7 degrees outside, im' listening to goth synth pop, and re-evaluating every decision/motivation/emotion/depression/aggression/joy i've ever had in ( Read more... )

i can only listen to hip hop anymore. having a job, being at school, listening to hip hop, it all helps one rise above in the henry rollins (5'2") sense of the word ( Read more... )

will this rose red pimple that hides in my blonde-brown mustache go away before my sister's wedding tomorrow? am i now a person who considers these things? i listen to downer music so i don't have to take them; i listen to crack music so i don't have to take it; i write asymmetrically just because i am a very impersonal, or angry, person. with ( Read more... )

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~teskosuicide:iconteskosuicide: Feb 11, 2004, 3:59:59 PM
you are what your body fucks.