I've had it with everything and everyone. I'm annoyed and lonely and upset most of the time and I absolutely cannot wait for school to be over so I can stay home and not deal with anyone ( Read more... )

the last few days have been a whirlwind of emotions and people. i'm glad it's finally over though. he was in so much pain at the end that at least that part is over.

there is so much to do now but at least he is at peace now.

homecoming was soooo fun!!!! i don't think i've ever enjoyed a dance as much. i think it was because i'm finally happy and secure with my friends. that makes all the difference in the world. plus, sam and i had a good talk which cleared up some misunderstandings so i feel better about that situation also ( Read more... )

i hate how things go from good to bad so quickly. friday was amazing until sam put me in a terrible mood. i spent saturday annoyed at life in general.

and the freaking cherry on top was work last night. yay for getting in trouble and having to meet with lindsay on tuesday.

school is the most obvious catch-22 present in my life at the moment. i welcome the distraction yet am constantly overwhelmed by the increasing workload. i hate writing 18 page papers ( Read more... )

in some ways life is better and some ways its worse ( Read more... )

how life moves quickly yet so so slowly.

has probably been one of the worst of my life ( Read more... )

aside from my insane and hurtful family...life has finally started to settle down.

i just need to tie up loose ends with my extended family and then i'll be alright.

i can't believe i've already been in school for 3 weeks. i hope the rest of the year goes by just as quickly.

p.s. i got a raise at work! yay!

more and more i'm beginning to feel like i won't be able to handle this year.

there are just too many things going on...school, work, family issues...