i don't understand why i can't get better. why do i get treated so badly by the person that supposedly loves me so much. i swear to you that i can count the number of times that i've heard him apologize to me. and usually those were the times that i was crying. it's the third year already and it seems that by now i have endured so much mistreatment ( Read more... )

okay so some people say that it's not cheating if you are in different area codes. there's a lot of discrepancy on this because many people feel that this boundrary is very easy to cross. i have to wonder though, what if you're in different states? or different countries? and is it considered cheating if you get with a guy because you like to get ( Read more... )

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on to happier times! As times goes by i'm starting to realize that i'm just happier and happier. I must admit that my interest in my culture and my ancestry has dramatically increased lately. It's not that i didn't care before it's just that i've been inspired to care more now. I have realized the importance of knowing who i really am and the pride ( Read more... )

you know those people that when you have a problem and you can't see the obvious becuase it's right in front of you? well, once you're away from the problem you see the solution so clearly. well a few months ago i was stressing about this "problem" and how i couldn't bring about the solution i wanted. Now i see that the reason why it wasn't working ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what true happiness/love really is ( Read more... )

i'm soooooo infatuated right now. I don't even know what i'm doing half the time. It's funny because i don't want a serious relationship with this person. He just intrigues me so much. He's so different than anyone else i've ever met. And the best part is he's cool with just being freinds he doesn't want to have a girlfriend. I guess in a way i ( Read more... )