Relationships
i'm soooooo infatuated right now. I don't even know what i'm doing half the time. It's funny because i don't want a serious relationship with this person. He just intrigues me so much. He's so different than anyone else i've ever met. And the best part is he's cool with just being freinds he doesn't want to have a girlfriend. I guess in a way i just think i found the perfect "friend" i'm so glad to. I mean i know he has sex with other people and it's fine. i don't care. for me to like someone and not care that's like whoa, you know? so yeah that's what i've been up to. i'm just so happy when i see him and when i hear him sing i feel as if he just takes me to a different world when he sings. Everyday i go stand by NASA just to hear him sing with Paul. Damn! it's crazy. after i talk to him i start giggling like a little girl i can't control it. *sigh* i was starting to miss that feeling. he's not just affecting me and how i look @ him, but he's also affecting how i interact with others. Withough him knowing it, he's making me a stronger person. sometimes i just wonder if it's too good to be true you know? like when is this dream going to just end? hopefully never! i like walking around with my head in the clouds