hmm...i dont know i am soo bored. i just decided to write even tho i havent written in awhile and i dotn want what to write now so i am just talking crazy shit! I got a puppy she is pitt bull 4 months and one crazy dog that loves feet! Went to NC to visit some of my friends in the marines last weekend, had the best time ever. We just hung out drank ( Read more... )

Have you ever just been driving and a song comes on radio or your just thinking and you wonder if you would have done this or done that how much it would change things that are messed up or just plain out confusing. Just if you would have said that one thing maybe you 2 would be friends or maybe you 2 would be going out by now. Its not like you ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I dont know what to think is this all a lie or is it that he likes forreal. He sits there and tells me that he likes me and that there is no one else. I have that trouble in believing a guy actually likes me. I have the problem with trusting them too. I guess its because i have been hurt soo many times i just push them away. I truly want to ( Read more... )

Okay I work at like a bw 3's type thing...but its mostly a bar! Well there are these guys that are like 35-40 years old asking me if they can take me home. that is fucking gross. Well then you have the younger guys that are like 23-25 years old that are the same way. except they think is sooo much fun to hit you in the ass. I swear by the time i am ( Read more... )

Just bored out of my mind and i know i should go to sleep because i am working a double from 10 am to 2:30 am this should funny! The biggest bar night oh yeah I love my work! Well i think i am going to go to bed....BUT YET Monroe is home tom. I can not wait to hang out with that boy this week! I missed him! goodnight!

I am soo excited I can move my arm now! I dont have to have surgery which is great! :) I went out with my girl rayanne to dinner we were there for 2 hours just talking....We talked about everything she is my girl! We tried calling her cousin which everyone knows him (mike monroe) but no answer! Oh well we just wanted to say hi to him. But I just ( Read more... )

Where to start tonight was the weirdest night ever. Lets see I just wanted to go out tonight have fun and just hang out with some friends i havent chilled with in awhile. First we went to andys house which was kinda wierd, my ex was there but it didnt phase me at all. I kinda find it funny tho when i was leaving he goes you can call me no matter ( Read more... )

Man its been awhile....well its kinda hard to type with a dislocated elbow and a broken arm. Its not fun at all its soo hard to do anything at all. You never know how much you use your left hand til you cant...like putting your hair up, putting clothes on, even taking a shower. So much has been runnin thru my mind with this happening. I cant drive ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile I have been a nonstop train, I have soo much with work family and school. I just dont know what to do I just want to scream sometimes. I realized that who are my friends and you just calls me to go out when they have nothing to do or they are sick of their boyfriends. Last night was the straw I am sick of being used and I am ( Read more... )

This weekend was kinda interesting. Thursday night was very very bad I was smashed by 630 at night because i decided to go study with my one friend that loves to drink....bad idea! but oh well at least i had fun. Friday was a weird day because there were things said on thursday that i was like what the hell was i thinkin. I really meant what i said ( Read more... )