if this should be my last day on this earth
how then shall i live?
if this should be the last day that i have
before i breath the air of heaven
let me live it with abandon to
the only thing that remains
after my last day here on earth

hhmmmm....so what's this...livejournal? crazy. so i haven't updated in ages, and this is the skinny on my life as of right now. i don't have enough time to think, i wish things weren't so crazy all the time. busy doing what you ask? not even that much...stuff that isn't really even that beneficial to my future. i feel like i'm stuck here, and i ( Read more... )

it all comes down to this ( Read more... )

i read something today that made me realize a couple of things ( Read more... )

wow i like never update this thing, and i'm avioding schoolwork so now seemed like the perfect time to do it. there's a lot going on in my mind right(suprise, suprise right?), but not about how sorry i am for myself and how much things suck. i just really haven't been thinking about things like that anymore. it's true, i have my moments and there ( Read more... )

i don't want to think about the happy memories, because it reminds me of what i used to have and how things aren't that way anymore. i can't be angry anymore, being angry is wrong. i'm leaning on God, and He'll help see me through this. putting my heart back together may be taking a little longer than i or anyone else wants it to, but it's ( Read more... )

i really need to get out of this place ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!! i'm 18 years old today, an official grown-up. lol. i'm so excited for relient k tonight, i can't wait!!! i'm not going to let anything get me down today, nothing but good times on the birthday!!

i can not tell you how excited i am that i'm going to msu to see relient k on my birthday again!!! it was cool enough that they played on my birthday last year, and now they're doing it again!!! i get to see one of my favorite bands play, and i get to go see my best friend, it's gonna be really fun. it's going to be a day where i can just fluff off ( Read more... )

i'm done.

i guess this is what i get for trusting people