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wow i like never update this thing, and i'm avioding schoolwork so now seemed like the perfect time to do it. there's a lot going on in my mind right(suprise, suprise right?), but not about how sorry i am for myself and how much things suck. i just really haven't been thinking about things like that anymore. it's true, i have my moments and there are still some people that i'm really worried about, some that i'm really dissapointed in, and some both. but God has a plan for those people, and He has a will for their lives. all i can do is focus on what He's doing in my life, and do what i know He wants me to do. God has blessed me with so many things, and after all of the drama that has been in my life over the past few months i can finally say thanks you to Him for putting me through all of this. our trials make us stronger, i've learned so many things. i've learned how to love another person with all my heart, and i've learned what it's like to have that taken away from me, i've learned that no matter how hard you try people will not change unless they want to change for themselves, and most of all..i've learned to accept life for what it is, ups and downs, twists and turns, things aren't always perfect because we live in an imperfect world. i guess all of us know these things, but knowing them takes on a whole new meaning once you've experienced them. i'm not done learning, there are so many thing that i have left to experience, and i'm ready for them now.