so, i've started a new livejournal... i've clearly sort of let this one go, as i haven't posted anything in three months. and i've had this since i was like, 15 ish, so... time for a change. my new username is sarahmariapaiz , so definitely friend me... =D

I really do enjoy reading and, unfortunately, don't have a ton of time to do so. I especially lack the time to really sit down and read an entire book or novel. Also, for me, books are very much a "comfort" thing- just like there's comfort food and comfort movies- so when I do find the time to read, I always go back to my classic, familiar ( Read more... )

this has, hands down, been the most frustrating audition process thus far.

Today was one of the most profoundly sad days of my life. I am lucky and blessed in so many ways to live in such a wonderful community of people- I am just saddened that there's one less fabulous, loving, inappropriate, wise, sassy, life-filled one-eyed black woman there. Well, I mean, she's there... she's so there, but, just... the conversation' ( Read more... )

I'm at a place in my life where I really feel like writing creatively, but I've had this incurable case of Writer's Block for the past year or so. Once given an impetus, I can write, but I've had a horrible time of coming up with a starting point, a cohesive vision. It's incredibly frustrating. If anyone has any ideas about how to get the ( Read more... )

I have this really weird feeling right now. Like, I'm nervous about something and getting all "sdjfhajksdfhkajh jittery!"... only i have no idea what it is or any inclination about what in my life I should be nervous.

I hope that I'm not getting a premonition that the world's going to explode or anything.

I've had some very transformative experiences lately- simple experiences that ended up having a pretty profound impact. Just people talking about things and, in the course of the conversation,just hearing and observing how they perceive the world, how those perceptions influence their life outlook, and how the outlook impacts their demeanor and ( Read more... )

i absolutely cannot motivate myself to write this paper right now.

I think I need to take and Ethics and Morals class.

I think that the weekends into and out of Daylight Savings time do it to me.

"Did that really just happen?
Have I actually understood?"

Like, really?

Did that really just happen?

F'real.

I don't really know what to think. Things are fine, really, but I don't really know what to think of that.