I don't use this journal any more. Looking back at the entries causes me to realize that this person isn't me anymore. I've changed a lot since even July ( Read more... )

I think I've decided that after I move and start school, I'm going to end this journal. This is my third year with it and my life is completely changing and I want a fresh new journal to start with. Besides, the contents of this journal are useless ramblings, friends I no longer speak to, family things I'd much rather forget.. and a lot of high ( Read more... )

I've been home for two days and ah, it's been fun. Sunday we flew in, and were home by 4:45. I showered, sorta unpacked a bit, saw my Tony =) and then Matt Andrew and Honeycutt came over. I have not seen Matt in God knows how long, Andrew too. So we went down to Seaside and gambled away our quarters on the horse-racing game. But, 1,600 points ( Read more... )

I started up with crack addict again.

troubles a'brewin!

So today we went to the water park. First off, last night when I was at Uncle wayne's I somehow smacked my foot really hard on a chair and it left a bruise. So I'm walking today and it hurts a little but no big deal. So at the park me and britt are walking down these stairs and ofcoarse everything is wet and I slipped. I fell pretty hard and ( Read more... )

Looking on all the things I've written or sworn to in the past, and how differently I feel now on those same issues/people/experiances.... I'm forced to notice my own growth... and my own failure. Reading this list of "things I will never get over" really shocked me. Because so many of those things, I am over. I hardly think about. I've had closure ( Read more... )

Mini tiny panic attack.
So moving to tennessee is kinda freaking horrifying.

oiyyyyy, the things I get myself into

I want to and all but hell... its so far away. and my mom doesnt want me taking a car. and and and, the list continues. but it will be O K.

JESUS, will make it okay...

Tennessee. Dear God.

So, today is graduation. Honestly, these fours years have gone by faster than I could have expected. At times, they were pure hell. Other times, I loved it. I remember writing in a journal, sophmore year, ranting about how great being 16 was and how I was so happy I wasn't yet a senior. But today that all ends. So much has happened since freshmen ( Read more... )

So yesterday after school 16 of us went to the Mongolian booooffet, as sunny calls it. After being 20 bucks short on the bill due to stingy ass kids, me kat sunny and arbie hit up burlington. Me and kat found the ugliest, most old lady underwear we could find and put them on, modeled.. took pictures. The lady in charge of the dressing room didnt ( Read more... )

Im sitting in my last 'full day' of school, but its not even a full day today because our whole district gets out early due to the heat. Awesome, but we've deff had hotter days. On Saturday me tony and kristen went to hibachi...soo good. So much food though. Afterwards we picked up britt and maria and though we meant to go to seaside we ended up ( Read more... )