I havn't been on this thing in so long ( Read more... )

ok havnt posted since august. well lets see what happen since then. sorta a fill in the gap kinda thing. well got a new job at papa ginos, got a new bf, broke up with the bf around late november cuz of things, movedout of bristol warren after livin there all my life, strted crushin on 2 ppl from papa, then another crush (NOT LOVE DUMBASSES pure ( Read more... )

uhhhhh. spencer chamberlain. 1 word. amazing. he writes sooo good. i cry.

yea i quit carnegie abbey. woohooo.....i wrk sumwhere else now. i hate my life right now. somebody ruined it. I hate HIM. so much so much. 5 months of my life wasted. and now im swimming in lifelong consequences. theres no point now. and this song is for him. it's from underoath ( Read more... )

yeaaa////i have gots a new job on portsmouth. 8.50 per hour mutha fucka.s lol jk. i was acting really strange with jay. after what he did. i feel higher then him now. like i know more. not schoolstuff wise but moral wise. idk how2 sayit. w/e. drunken lunatic. flippn perv. likes to mess around and then ( Read more... )

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now i know the truth...
closure at last

well i met sum1 that i have feelings for. and i didnt expect to yet i had a feeling in my gut something wouls happen just from andrews dream he had. and my estimations are coming true. hmmm....what wil lbe the outcome i wonder. hopefully, something postitive will come out of this. it's weird how things just work out so randomly/.../plus who even ( Read more... )

omg ben jorgensen is sooooo cute. omg yaya. i wish i was at the concert again!!!! oooOOoo just to see his face. omg. i got it i got it bad, !!! im so pathetic, lol. i even bought a sandal that says i love benjamin. see how powerful one can be if they know how to play and write music, not only that but write lyrics that suits me best. holy shit he ( Read more... )

omg, me and jackie hung out with my person today. and last night too. but she had to leave early cuz of annnnndndndndndrew. lol. well yea. i had fun. That special sum1 makes me laugh. alot ( Read more... )