so long, miseria

[chavotudomundo]

omg, me and jackie hung out with my person today. and last night too. but she had to leave early cuz of annnnndndndndndrew. lol. well yea. i had fun. That special sum1 makes me laugh. alot.

the sacrifice of the unknown
is to sit with the everlasting dream
of what could be
i dream and i dream
of him*
this illness still poisoned in me unless...
unless this is real
and when this dream dies
i will still remember you
this dream will or might die
from the unknown, unwanted truth you hide

i beleive, for now, it is best kept hidden
yet the hidden truth is drving me away.
but the signs on the road tell me to turn around everytime i try to escape
i must go back to you my misery
misery im calling out for you like you always called out for me
why dont you hear me this time
you always brought me back
a thousand times i tried to escape you but then there you were
bringing me back to what i know the most.

so why now? why now? when i wanna turn back you wont let me my misery?
how can you let me fall into his eyes when sooner or later i will be back for you my misery?
Here I am again, departing my town of miseria
goodbye my friends
for i will be back
and dream of dreams we know will never come true and bleed under the moon so bright
and you will ask me once again," how can sum1 beleiving in god live in such a town filled with saddened souls and closed eyes?"
i remain speechless for the time being
i sleep

so long, miseria
for i will be back
im lost in the eyes of a dream
a dream in which cannot be unlocked in the deepest of sleep
my journey is for me to awaken once again to the truth
all in his eyes
the look
the so called look
unleaded

so long, miseria
for i will be back