Well, it's been a stressful year so far..  I have to move because someone called the landlord on me and said my dad was living there. I know who it is, and she better watch out because. karma is going to kick her ass... It better hurry though.

my landlord doesn't ask me anything she is like you need to leave. WTF I've been there for over 17 years ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I last wrote.. A lot has happened. My weight is back up once again. Witch pisses me off.. I can't seem to get back on track or get motivated, to lose weight. I'm so depressed and its the people around me that is effecting me ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I wrote last.. I've been so depressed.. I've very depressed today. My weight is sky high and I try so freaking hard to lose this weight.. I was doing good and then the Dr. put me on this new migraine med, since I was having problems with the old one and I gained 5 pounds in a week!! it was a pound a day!!!!

I feel like a ( Read more... )

Well I've been thinking. I saw him yesterday and when she text he left. I feel like a dirty little secret and maybe he does think I'm a ugly FAT monster. I like him a lot and he told me he likes me but he is with someone else. WTF is up with that? Like really? It hurts me but i play it off like it doesn't because I don't want to cause any drama and ( Read more... )

Well, I have no Idea what the fuck to do... My weight won't go down, been suck at the same weight for like 2 weeks. This plateau sucks ASS!! There is this guy who I like a lot and he said he likes me.... He said he wasn't ready for a relationship and I told him I understood that and to take all the time he needs, because I do care for him... so now ( Read more... )

Well, Its been a while since i last wrote and I'm so sorry about that... A lot has been going on and at this point I just want to give up.. I can't eat or drink or even sleep. I don't want to do anything anymore... That's how sad i am... My two female cats are fighting and one won't use the cat box and I'm hoping to they start to get along soon... ( Read more... )

Well this has been a shitty year so far….. On Thursday 1-10-13 I had to put my Belle down and I don’t know if it was the right thing to do… could I of done more? The vet said there was noting they could do. He May have had Cancer she said.. I feel its my fault…. I gave her catnip on Saturday the 29th and the next day she was very sick and I tried ( Read more... )

Thursday

I didn’t go anywhere today.. I slept most of the day and I’m still very tried… I will get going to be early tonight so I can get up and workout in the morning.. I did lose weight.. Only a lb =( so I’m down to 154.2. I hope I can be in the 140s by the end of the month…..

I worked out today and I did eat some.. I had 420 calories today and a ( Read more... )

Tuesday

Today was a good day!! I slept in until 9am and I got up and feed the kitty’s and I took the new diet pill and it WORKS AWESOME! Just like I thought! I lost weight too! I lost 1.6lbs… I had a GREAT workout.. I have one pill left for tomorrow and then I will see how well it works and how much weight I lose in two days from the pills and then ( Read more... )

Monday

Today was a good day.. I got up and I worked out. Even though I didn’t want too.. I lost weight as well. I lost 1.4 lbs so I’m down to 158.4. I hope I’m less tomorrow. As for food, I did really well I had 415 calories witch is really good for me.. I had 1 soup 200 calories and I tomato sandwich witch was 215 calories. Not sure about tomorrow ( Read more... )