I haven't felt much like writing the past couple of days. I haven't felt quite right, whether unwell physically or just a general emotional unease I don't really know. Maybe the stress of everything has just finally caught up with me. Though I am going to make an appointment with the doctor to see about going on the blood pressure medication they ( Read more... )

Did you ever just have someone ask you one single question, and the answer to that seems to sum up everything that's wrong in your life?

That's pretty much what just happened to me.

( From a post on the RK Net boards )

I'm cold tired and numb ( Read more... )

I feel out of synch with life today. Everything feels semi-sureal and distant. My stomach and head hurt, and I just feel blah and disconnected. It's the one year anniversary of our guild and I'm supposed to be giving things away to our members- I should be working on a lot of things ( Read more... )

Heh.. and then there went Claire. So much for the game, so much for her saying (yet again) "Oh, you guys do mean something to me, really, honest. I can change ( Read more... )

Though there is probably a distinct lack of caring on the subject, the after effects of a nervous breakdown seem to be crying a lot and shaking anytime something upsets you (and lots of little things upset me right now).

It'd be almost funny if it were happening to someone else. Or if I had valium.

I finally had that nervous breakdown.

...sad.

...hated.

...unwanted.

...hopeless.

...scared.

...lost.

...used.

...hurt.

...confused.

...upset.

...depressed.

Thanks Tim, for letting me and Aus know how you -really- feel.

I wasn't feeling blech before coming online. But did you ever have one of those days where you just suddenly realise nothing will ever be the same again? Arley is joining the Navy, Kara is barely talking to me, Claire has been distant and cold towards me ever since we got back from vacation, I'm depressed.

I am rather depressed today. I can't figure out how to get undepressed, and its really bothering me working on stuff. I don't feel like doing anything but sitting and being blech.