Sometimes it still really hurts to be here.  I'm being forced to handle stress.  I feel like a lot of people here see me as a garbage can to unload their problems onto.  I've gotten into the habit of hanging up on people when I can't handle it.  I've stopped answering my phone because I don't have the time to talk anymore.  Still, at the same time ( Read more... )

I was fast asleep and my phone rang pulling me out of yet another weird dream. So I was driving one of my three cars. And the hood pops up while I’m driving. The boy I like is in the front seat and my little brother is in the backseat. I pull off the very busy expressway and onto a country road, and into a bar parking lot. I slam my hood. I see ( Read more... )

She looks back on her life, in amazement finding herself through the hurt and pain. Incense burns in the background and she’s at peace with God and herself. Almost a doctor, not yet a grownup. She looks at her whole life, from her childhood illnesses, the drowning incident, being drug across concrete by here feet, the molestation, being pushed ( Read more... )

I had this dream that I was dating this fun guy who wore green tightsAnd a green shirt and a green hat with a feather and I met him out here and thought he was so hot and he asked if I wanted to meat his people and so we left saint louis to go to his world and everyone there dressed the same way as him I wouldn't dress that way because it wasn't ( Read more... )

We went without power for two days after the storm. I'm so so so tired at this point, but it's back on now. I have 6 exams next week and I really only feel like I can handle one or two at a time...

We went without power for two days after the storm. I'm so so so tired at this point, but it's back on now. I have 6 exams next week and I really only feel like I can handle one or two at a time...

My anatomy lab practicle is in 4 hours. I don't feel ready for it, because I've been studying nonstop for the lecture portion. Now I feel screwed. I really honestly don't like a lot of my classmates, but I'm not here to make friends... Anyway here are my weekend plans ( Read more... )

charity never fails... i have a lab practical tomorrow... but the lecture part went fine. i got a 75% on the gross lecture part. Half the class did worse than me. I'm esstact.!!!

My back pain has become so intense this tri. I don't know if it's comming from spinal analysis lab, or if it's comming from bad adjustments. Seriously, I hurt.

It never ceases to amaze me how much the human brain can have shoved into it.  I have a test today, and while I don't know everything 100%, I feel pretty good about it at this point.  I need to go over muscles a bit more, and arteies, and then my flash cards, just to make sure I have EVERYTHING straight in my head.  The exam is at 1:00 and I'm ( Read more... )