I'm still sad and homesick here often enough.  I love my church.  But at this school, I just don't feel like I belong.  I'm so lonely sometimes.  I don't have much support here.  Or anywhere.  It would be so nice to have a friend that adores you and you adore them, and you both have time for each other.  There's a very small number of people in ( Read more... )

P.S. I got a 83% on my Spinal Anatomy lab practical, which means that I pulled my D+ up to at least a C. Yahoo for me!!!!

I studied myself into tears on Saturday. I feel like I constantly study and I don't know this info the way I should. Like I know it, but I don't own it. Today is Monday. The exams are Thursday and Friday. I think I took a test this morning, but they honestly are all starting to blend together as one big exam. Gross is all I'm worried about. ( Read more... )

I'm tired. My head hurts. I got a D+ on my spinal anatomy lecture practical. Had a Biochem Quiz today. Think I got an 80% As bad as those grades sound, I'm really proud of myself. Angie and I have Spinal analysis lab practic next week Monday! We need to practice this weekend.
I'm excited about the game tomorrow. Must Study.

I talked to dad twice yesterday and wished him a happy fathers day.   During that time he told me that not only does he love me but he is proud of me.  WOW...

I met Rick's family before church this morning and his new girlfriend last night.  It was so good to hang out with him.  I guess I've missed seeing him more than I thought...  Even though I ( Read more... )

So I've been pretty bummed about spending the next four summers in Summer School..  Then I started to think about it...  Tri four is an easier tri..  Tri seven is when I start clinic.  And tri 10 is an intership/preceeptorship...  And I can be licenced at the end of tri 9.  I need to get over myself.  :-)

I'm having a sad and homesick moment.  I'm tired.  I'm sick of games people play.  I want a hug, a massage, fresh homemade chocolate chip cookies.  It's funny because I'm starting to like the concept of having a boyfriend...  Even though I don't have one, I'm starting to think that I would be willing to invest myself into that type of relationship ( Read more... )

I got 4 baseball tickets and still don't know if anyone can go with me.  Rick is a maybe...  I guess when it's something that big I really feel how few friends I actually have here.  It kind'a hurts, but I know that I will get through this on my own.  It's just kind'a rocky and it hurts sometimes.

Note to self~ Clinical Nomenclature has been ( Read more... )

With my first set of big exams underway, I know how I'm doing so far. The phrase constantly in my mind is "ACCEPT NO EXCUSES." A guest speaker recently said if we don't accept excuses from ourselves than we don't have to hear them from anyone else either. My accept no excuses is going to be directed at school and gradual health. It doesn't have ( Read more... )

I won 4 cardnells/cubs tickets at $40 a piece... I invited Rick, Chris, and David to go... Chris can't go because he has exams. Rick doesn't know because he has to work. David hasn't gotten back to me... I feel like about 3 inches tall right now... I may end up just giving them away... That would make me sad... I'll wait and see though. I' ( Read more... )