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Sometimes it still really hurts to be here. I'm being forced to handle stress. I feel like a lot of people here see me as a garbage can to unload their problems onto. I've gotten into the habit of hanging up on people when I can't handle it. I've stopped answering my phone because I don't have the time to talk anymore. Still, at the same time, I'm learning who I am. I see myself as beautiful. I'm learning to get tough with people. Today in class people were being rude to Dr Lane and I sttod my ground. I've stood my ground with Jeramey too, and he's stopped messing with me, and trying to act like he knows everything. Seriously, how can somebody look at me and not fall in love with me? I'm tired, cute, serious. fun~loving, under pressure, firm, and beautiful.
I love MJ. He called me about the A&E City Confidential story they featured. Media hits close to home and it hurts. I've been there too. It raises so many unanswered questions. All I can say is that I will pray for the city, for the families and for salvation.