It wouldn't be so bad if I were there ( Read more... )

The end of the semester is here for me. I have completed my first semester in my Master's Program and rediscovered my love for existentialism and the writings of Viktor Frankel and Rollo May. Personally love their views on the world as well as their therapeutic theory. This semester has changed me for the better I think. I am starting to understand ( Read more... )

Things have been going better for me lately I think. I have been a little bit distraught because one of my professors confronted me about my supposed Negativity. I felt bad that she actually saw me that way. I don't actually think I am a very negative person.*contrary to what my blog shows* I was saddened by this but I also realize with the amount ( Read more... )

I don't know really want to think. I know I have changed a lot over the years but I have changed a lot in the past semester ( Read more... )

Journal 2 ( Read more... )

Who was it loving you, Aquila ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I am doing here. In fact I should be writing on my RESPECTFUL Model paper but can't seem to write any more of it at this moment. My Thriving book says I should write about how I feel at least twice a week. So I guess this is it ( Read more... )

For anyone that sees this post. I have started a journal for hold my writings and I hope to post the first one soon. It is at http://jayshadowlan.livejournal.com/. It will be private so you will have to friend me on there or something.

I truly believed I could over come that which was made of me. I swore there was time to re-mold the person I am and was forced to be. I realize I have faults and failures. I didn't want them to be put in my face though. I can't deal with this much more. I never signed up nor wanted any of this to happen. It is no wonder I cannot hold a relationship ( Read more... )

Today has not been a good day for me. I am still fumeing at my family over my cat. They gave my cat away to some assholes who put her outside and I had to go get her back. She is a house cat she has no claws you can't put her outside she can't climb and she has spend most of her time since she was a kitten inside. She wouldn't know what to do out ( Read more... )