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UNCERTAIN: 1) Not known or established; questionable. 2) Not determined; undecided. 3) Not having sure knowledge 4) A. Subject to change. B. variable Unsteady; fitful ( Read more... )

Unsatisfied... I sit and think why I feel this way and that is the one word that continues to appear in my thoughts. I take a deep breath and think that life never stays the same; never gets dull and this feeling will pass in time. Yet, I cannot help but think the opposite. I cannot stand doing the same shit over and over because I know of nothing ( Read more... )

What is CoDependence?

Co-Dependents Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who have a common purpose. The only requirement for membership is a desire for healthy and fulfilling relationships.

We gather to support and share with each other in a journey of self-discovery-learning to love the self. Living the program allows each of us to become ( Read more... )

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WOW

I just want to explain my last entry a little. It was in no way aimed at any of you who read this. I needed a way to vent my emotions and this seemed like the logical place to do that. That is all.

FUCK YOU! THAT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT! That is IMPOSSIBLE! Do not fucking use my friends to start some shit to get back at me. What the FUCK is your deal? You don't like everyone's eyes on your faults so you come up with THIS BULLSHIT? FUCK YOU! I cannot BELIEVE you! You are closer to them than I am and THIS is the insidious rumor that you started to ( Read more... )

I have been feeling less as of late. Less important, less influential, less secure, less happy, less appreciated, less interested, less likable-and it goes on and on, I am sure you get the idea. One thing I have learned is not to focus on the problem but the solution to the problem. I need to choose a possible solution. I don’t know if I should ( Read more... )

FINE! FUCK IT! I will be brutally honest here, not by choice, this is something I do not like doing. I can handle being someone who has some small amount of wisdom to share. I can handle being someone who hears someone else’s voice in their head. I can handle being depressed and masochistic. But I just can’t handle the way I feel right now and I ( Read more... )