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Dump Truck ( Read more... ) -
just an idea
for the let go let god tattoo....I could have one being shaped as a key...im thinking "let god"
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I mean really can I live?!? so I invited over tonite. she is living at the Holyoke shselter i mean shes living at the holyoke shelter at the hotel so im cool with it for once. i dont have to drive very far....so I can actually afford to bring her to my house and back tonite. we go to the stop and shop she buys me some milk and tortillas (yes!!! I ( Read more... ) -
NO MORE BLACK CADILLACS
why do i keep drinking black cadillacs?! my goodness you think id remember that they really take me out. I do remember the majority of the night last night, so maybe im becoming immune to them. Ugh! no i really need to detox everytime i have a hint of a black out i feel like i am on the verge of becoming a self diagnosed alcoholic. and i havent had ( Read more... ) -
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See the thing is i want to strive to be the greatest i can be. I want to have the determination and willpower to get it. But i really dont think i do and that is my problem. If i could just tap into that, i could achieve my goals. Someone said that hypnotist can help you do that, but isnt that cheating? Thats my dilemma
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dream
last night while sleeping at Taras house because i got stranded due to the snow storm, i dreamt that me and Tamara was at an ice cream shop and couldnt decide on what ice cream to get but the waitress gave us free samples. we ended up eating some of that and the other we ended up ordering.... dream dictionary interpertation:
To see or eat ice ( Read more... ) -
silent tears
i feel like no one will ever experience how great i am. how big my heart is, how much i can love. which means i will never feel what it means to have ever been in love nor how it feels to be loved -
tattoo idea!
Ok i have finally come up with a definite tattoo i want today. It was brought on because Tara is having a tattoo party next week. and i know i prolly wont get it done there because i want to see it drawn first ( Read more... ) -
This past wknd
Hmm this weekend was pretty interesting ( Read more... ) -
Yea yea yea....
so im bored at work so i figured i could update this. whats been going on in my life ( Read more... )