Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid STuPID!

ok, that feels a little better.

Omigod. Of COURSE You've Got Mail is the first thing on the tv when I get home from a date with a guy I met online. Of course.

Saturday night, staying in unwillingly to do laundry. I say unwillingly as in, I am kept in for lack of friends to hang with. But I'm not complaining, I have done fairly well of keeping busy almost every day/night since I have been back. Whereas a week or two ago I would have been terrified of a night alone, I feel less averted to it now. ( Read more... )

Livejournal, I had such a lovely evening. I went on a date with a tall, dark, and handsome fella, and I am simply pleased. I am just so very glad to know that I still got some game. Even if I stumbled upon such fellow online, it was worth it. I honestly don't expect there to be another date, I am just so satisfied with the date I had. I feel ( Read more... )

Livejournal, I just don't like my "friends" in Portland. I don't trust any of them. I wish I could have the city of Portland and my friends in San Diego and San Francisco and LA and Sweden and New York all in one. I can't wait to go back because I miss Chris so fuckin much, but I am not looking forward to dealing with my shit social situation. ( Read more... )

There is a dark cloud filling my mind these days. I think things that I don't usually think and feel things that I wish I didn't feel. I am loosing my faith in the people in my life. I feel like people are loosing faith in me. I struggle to see why I should care. I feel like I am and have been the only one who cares. I feel like I have been ( Read more... )

Getting your wisdom teeth out fucking sucks. I wasn't knocked out all the way. I heard everything, smelled everything, and felt some of it. The actual pulling of the teeth wasn't soooo bad, it was the giant needles they used to numb my mouth hurt way more. At least I never have to get my wisdom teeth out again. Oh, and the best part was I ( Read more... )

lame ass mother fuckers.

I just finished reading The Deathly Hollows. It is really early in the morning. The openers at work are going to be arriving to open the store in about forty five minutes. I don't know when I am going to be able to fall asleep. This happened with the last book. I was awake until four in the morning, and was so taken and energized by the book, ( Read more... )

So yesterday I fainted in an elevator. I was dehydrated I know, and had been feeling lousy all day, but decided to go out and live my life all the same. My car as most of you know, is a big, hot, mobile oven, so couple driving around doing errands in the heat and being dehydrated and you get a faint Ferril. I am on the seventh floor and head ( Read more... )