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i am now 31
i quit my job! again.
i'm going on welfare! again.
still with my boyfriend and our cat!
i am getting older and wiser and though sometimes i am still very scared of what will become of me,
the time will pass anyways.
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I’m going to be 31
Happy belated holidays and solar new year! It’s been a hot minute, I know.
It’s been a really difficult year, tbh with you. I went back into therapy in late 2021 and continued throughout this past year. I’ve been consistently looking to answers to my health problems (and may have found one, finally!) and like most people, I’ve had to mourn the loss ( Read more... ) -
I’m going to be 31
Happy belated holidays and solar new year! It’s been a hot minute, I know.
It’s been a really difficult year, tbh with you. I went back into therapy in late 2021 and continued throughout this past year. I’ve been consistently looking to answers to my health problems (and may have found one, finally!) and like most people, I’ve had to mourn the loss ( Read more... ) -
It's been a year.
Literally. Over a year.
So after the last time I posted, I did end up back on sick leave for mental health. I stayed at home for about two months, and during those two months I managed to find myself another therapist! It took having to go through one actually pretty bad therapist to end up with the one I'm seeing currently, but I'm really happy ( Read more... ) -
this isn't okay
just made an appointment with my family doctor for the 28th. i don't know that i'll be able to last that long without limping to an er in the meanwhile because i literally cannot stand being. just. generally being. existing.
work is unmanageable. unsustainable. the stress from actually holding this kind of job has me so above and beyond stressed ( Read more... ) -
About Wednesday
Work has been busy. I kind of want to stay in bed in the morning, but that isn't actually because of work. I love what I do, and what I have to do. I've just been... really tired lately.
Still haven't been able to take my antidepressants. Maybe it's been two weeks? I'm not entirely sure. But I did see my therapist on Saturday; she said that, all ( Read more... ) -
The natural state of things.
So, we've been living at this cozy apartment for the past two weeks now, more or less. We're not completely moved in yet (there are so, so many books to move still) but for the most part, we've got everything here.
And we have a cat! She is very fat. So fat. You don't understand, she looks like she's eaten a watermelon. Actually, here she is: